This Is Why • r.l.

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"I ain't running, running, running, running, running, running, running. I'm running for myself no more. I'm ready to face it all"

This song is one of the most annoying song ever, but I can definitely relate to the lyrics. My mom always puts this on repeat for some reason. I always thought that the song has to deal with her past.

My mom and dad divorced 7 year ago. Sometimes I wonder why they tried it back then, because they're 2 different persons. My mom is really down to earth, she doesn't stress and she is easy to talk to. My dad is a different story; he's a perfectionist and he freaks out on every detail that doesn't fit his plan.

Thank god that I got my moms personality.

"Rena, can you pleas grab my phone, I think it's your dad who's wondering why you still haven't left. He's been spamming me with text messages." I rolled my eyes and looked at my mom.

"Can you pleas call him and tell him I'm sick? I don't want to his house." I begged while pouting my bottom lip.

She laughed "sorry kiddo, can't do that. You're his daughter." She walked over to me and gave me polite smile. "But it's nice to know that you like to be here." She gave me a kiss on my forehead.

My mom is not just my mom, she's my best friend. I always go to here if I'm down or if I'm super excited. She listen to me and always gives me a honest answer.

"Ok." I replied. "But pleas can you pick me up tomorrow?" She gave me a confused look. "I'm going on a trip with a friend of mine and she told me that she'll pick me up here."

"Yes of course." She smiled. "But hurry up and text your old dad that you're on your way before he reports a missing child." She waved me of and went back to the kitchen.

"Ugh I don't wanna." I mumbled.

"I can hear you Rena!" Mom screamed from the kitchen.

I grabbed my moms phone which was on the table and read the text messages he sent to mom.

Marcus: hi Anna can you pleas send Rena here? 12:34 pm

Marcus: Anna can you pleas answer me? I'm worried. 12:45 pm

Marcus: Anna pleas send her over or call her! She isn't responding to my calls and texts... 12:59 pm

Marcus: Anna pleas respond I called you 10 times now what's going on?! 01:18 pm

I nodded my head in disapproval. He always makes everything 100 times worser than it actually is. I decided to text back.

I'm on my way, sorry for taking so long but my mom and I had a conversation about the band and stuff. Be there in 20 X Rena.

Not 1 minute passes by and he responded.

Marcus: that you for responding Rena! See you in 20 :) xxx

I put the phone back on the table and grabbed my bag which was next to the chair.

"Mom let's go." I signed.

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A/N so yeah hi this is the first part of my beloved fantasy hA

Tell me what you think :)

P.S. I'm not writing anything related to the real life of Rena bc yeah gotta keep it original ha