Until We Meet Again (complete)

Chapter 15

Charlie's pov~  

My feet Dangled from the tall chair as I looked at my phone almost evey 5 minutes to check the time. "10:00pm". Harry was an hour late. I took my phone out to call him for the 5th time since 9. And as I suspected it went straight to voicemail. I shook my head disapprovingly and I stood up from the fancy chairs the restaurant provided and walked out embarrassed and confused. "He's probably just running late" I try to convince myself as my head droops to the ground and I feel tears gathering in the corner of my eyes. Tears spilled out of my eyes. Not tears of sadness, but tears of disappointment. This was the one chance I was giving Harry to fix his mistakes and make everything right, yet he can't even make it on time. Maybe this is a sigh, you know. Maybe this is a sigh saying that I should just stay with Ted. Ted has always been there for me no matter what, and always strived to make me happy. I completely trusted Ted, unlike Harry. Since the day he cheated all my trust I had in him was completely torn away. But the one thing I could count on was being unconditionally loved by Harry. Harry always knew how to make me smile and send fireworks throughout my body, the type of love Harry gave me was the rare and dangerous kind of love that you only find once in a lifetime. The feeling of having his arms wrapped tightly around me is indescribable and irresistible. The love that consisted of want, passion, warmth, and lust was the only type of I've I ever wanted to receive, and Harry was the only person who could give it to me. But in life you make sacrifices to save yourself from any further injuries. Like when you fall off your bike and scrape your knee, you would probably suggest wearing knee pads the next time so you couldn't get hurt again. Well, it's same situation. I love Harry, with all my heart, but to save myself from getting hurt, I should probably move on, and Ted was my opportunity to move on. But no matter what I do, Harry trapped himself inside my brain and I become addicted to his attention and crave him more and more as each day passes. He's my drug, and unfortunately, I can never get enough. I lift my head off the ground and realize I've been so trapped in my thoughts that I've walked past the hotel. I walk down the street with my head sunk low and thoughts reentering my mind about which boy I will eventually have to decide to end up with. As my eyes travel on the yellow line that divides the road in two I notice two blinding lights coming closer to me, before I can realize what's happening I feel a heavy impact on my body and I felt as if I were flying miles away before darkness took over.