I lost my virginity when I was 15 . By one of my Moma pimps .. She owed him money from all the dope she got from him . She told me if I loved her I'll do it , of course I love my Moma if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here .. So of course I did it . It hurts so bad , I just wish my dad would have came to rescue me. I tried to kick and push him off be but I was a good 150 & he had to be atleast 300 , so I just laid there & took it .. My Moma don't understand how that has changed me , every night I think about it. I never told anybody about this not even my twin sister maleah , I feel like she would judge me . She always does she could see me with a friend guy and she swears I'm having sex with them . She's sits and let people talking about me and she's doesn't defend me . Thing about it we've both been through the same thing I know her struggle and she know mine so I don't understand why she puts on this front like she's perfect.
I never wanted nobody to feel sorry for me so I don't tell people my story or what I've been through . But for some odd reason they always found out and picked with me and not her or not both of us
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I Just Want My Thug😩
Random17 Years old and I'm just looking for a way out . .... Who would have thought that a thug would have came to my rescue and pulled me out the whole .. But why would they take him from me ? He was all I had , I just want him back that's all , I just w...
