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That feeling na sumuko kana sa crush mo....

That feeling when you gave up on your crush

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> Author's Note <

(English toh ha guys? para ma understand nyo :) )

January 17, 2016

Dear Crush,

Im giving up on you... why? because 3 years I have had a crush on you and im tired of getting hurt. Everytime I see you stealing glances from me I admit that made  me blush and feel butterflies when we do skinship that made  me feel time would stop time. I lied when I told you eversince December 3 I wasn't crying because of you but im comming clean. Eversince December 3 I started crying because of you until now. I can't stand hearing your name even see your name on my notebook. One question sure I can delete our chats , and text but how do I delete our memories , your face , your voice , and your place in my memories. I spent 3 years thinking about only you. Im tired now I realized why should I go after a guy who I wonder if he likes me more than a sister. I'm giving up because im tired , sick , frustrated , stressed , mad , dissapointed , and im happy your going to the Philippines in May im just annoyed because we have the same date and time flight and I'll be spending my ENTIRE summer with you. I know you're gonna be celebrating because you saw this. Well I won't be giving a single fucking care in the world. Find someone else who can deal with your childish , annoying , 'can't make a decision' , nosy , flirty , and whiny personality. See you in the VERY DISTANT future asshole.

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