Somebody to die for

Chapter 15 (the end)

FIVE YEARS LATER

"im sorry mister Akari but..." Damian interrupted the doctor. "no dont you dare to say it i don't want to hear it!". Damian walked into the white room that smelled like lukas a lot and looked at his pink haired husband, he sat down on the chair next to the bed. "h-hey D-Dami" lukas whispered softly. Damain smiled at him "hey beautiful" he replied on the same soft tone, his voice shaking. "w-what w-wrong?" lukas tried to sit up but that attempt faild. Damian started crying now, he jumped on the bed holding lukas who held him in return stroking his black haird husbands' back. "t...ell m-me".

"lukas you are dying..." Damian cried loudly holding Lukas, while the pink haired boy, now man, made calming sounds and stroke his husbands back.

They stayd like that for a while till Damian's crying turned into soft sobing, he eventually fell asleep with his head on Lukas chest who had fallen asleep.

THREE DAYS LATER

Damian came to visite Lukas again in the hospital when he saw Lukas crying softly. Damian rushed over to him and stroke his husbands cheek "Lu whats wrong? you are so cold.."

Lukas chuckled "I know Dami ...". His voice was strong now "this is it my time has come...I- I am so sorry D-D-Dami...I-I L-Love Y-Yo...you" short after he said that he got an attack, his body started shaking, his eyes closed shut and his body turned grey. Damain threw himself into Lukas' arms. Lukas took his last breath holding his husband, whispering that he loved him. Damian got up as he heard Lukas' heart stop beating, his body felt numb, not even able to cry that moment.

weeks later Damian was finally able to go into Lukas' room and put his stuff in boxes. His games, CD's, books, photographs and cloths. He kept Lukas favorite cloths  (that fit him too) and used them to wear when he wasn't able to leave the house because he was thinking of his presious Lu again.

Lukas had left a letter for Damain on in his gaming room, on his PlayStation. He knew Damian would find it someday.

As damian saw his own name on it his hands started shaking. he sat on Lukas' couch and read it.

my beloved Damian,

you know I love you right? well fuck you if you didn't.

I always have Dami and I always will... you know I never meant for this to happen, I always wanted to have a long and happy life with you ... just like we said when we were kids.

us two in a big beautifull house in the woods, a big garden, married, children...

well at least we got most of those things... I know you always wanted children and I hope you will get them one day. Please don't waste your presious time by sobbing over loosing me... find someone else and be happy I know you would say the same to me. I will always be there watching you, protecting you.

now get your shit together and be happy...for both of us.

I love you.

I always will.

but please remember me.

your Lu <3

Finally Damian started crying holding the letter close to his chest. "I will never forget you Lu...Never" he whispered as he got up and climbed on the roof, lukas' favorite spot to watch sunrise and sun down or just watch the stars at  night.

Damian looked up at the stars "I will always love you Lukas and I will be happy...as soon as you return back to my side...I will wait for that to happen". He looked at his weddingring "no matter how long it takes"

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A/N okay I cried writing the last part and I am so sorry the end is really crappy but I am out of ideas and well uummm ......... THERE WILL BE A DAMN SEQUEL SOON !!!! Damian has changed, still thinking of his Lu and he will continue to live .... want to know how he goes on with his life ? then follow the next book. It will be called "this little pink haired boy" and the first chapter will eb up by the end of the week ^-^ for now ...bye my cuties <3