Daddy Wilk

9

''What are you naming the baby?'' Ellie asked me as she sat next to me

''I don't know I was thinking maybe Deva-" I began to say but we were cut off by the hospital door opening

"Babe! I'm sorry, I swear i am" Sammy came in to my room

"Sam i don't wanna talk to you, get out, NOW!" I yelled at him as I saw his hazelish eyes start to water

"Samuel, you better fucking leave right now before I call G-" Ellie started saying but I cute her off

"You know what? No it's fine, talk Samuels, please leave us alone for a minute Ellie" I told her giving her a tight smile

"Okay" she said hesitantly

Once she left Samuel began apologizing to me "Babe...Lindsay, I'm sorry I was- I was with Nate"

"Maybe that's the problem, Nate this, Nate that, I should be the one you were with not Nate" I responded on the edge of crying

"Babe, I know-" he started to say

"No Samuel, you don't know because if you did...if you knew how much it hurt to see you around getting high with Nate, having your little hoes, if you knew you wouldn't do it. You have no idea how painful it is to wake up every morning without you next to me, and knowing that your at Nate's house waking up from being high, and having some random chick next to you. This is not okay Sam, this relationship is breaking me down and it will break down the baby if I let you stay in our life's, I'm sorry but you have to leave" I told Sammy, with my eyes watering like a bitch

"Lindsay your making a mistake please don't do this" he pleaded

"Well if I'm making a mistake who cares, because I did a few bigger mistakes nine months ago, I got pregnant by you of all people, and I believed you that loved me, but boy was I wrong all you love is sex and weed" when I said this the sadness in Sam's eyes turned to anger

"You know what? I don't even know why I begging to you, I should be ecstatic right now because your giving me a pass to leave from staying with an bitch and having a kid who I don't want because your right all I want in life is weed and sex not you not that damn fucking baby" Sam said before marching out, this broke me more than anything has ever broken me.

I really don't know what I'm going to do now, I'm just sixteen and I have a baby who's father doesn't want.