Journals (BoyxBoy)

Journals

~January 18th, 2016

Waking up at 2:00 in the morning isn't the ideal way to start off the first day of summer. Have you ever woke up and thought I'm really messed up in the head well that's happening to me, i had a crush on my bestfriend for 3 years and he still hasn't found out well i didn't come out so that's reason to I mean being gay shoul-  i get interpreted by my phone ding."Please don't be Drew", i keep on mumbling under my breath. i check my phone great.

"Are you up?" Drew texted me

"Um. yeah what's up"

"can you come get me pleasssseeee" Drew texted me

"On my way" 

"Awesomeee see you soon your an awesome friend" Drew texted me

I honestly hate when he dose that calling me friend, bro, and bud i might not get out of friend zone great.. i hop out my bed throw on some Joggers and grab my Twenty one Pilots sweater, and my keys and hop into my baby .

"Drew where are you" I texted him

"@ Chanel's house" Drew texted me i groaned i hate that b**ch

I drive in silence for a while eventually i pull up into Chanel's driveway rolling my eyes I turn off my car a hop out the car and text Drew I'm here while ringing the doorbell oh she's going to hate me for this but guess who doesn't care.

"Who the hell oh Leo let me get Drew" chanel said

I see him Drew in all his glory his tattooed arms and back in full display oh my god my pants start to get tight. Great hopefully he doesn't notice.

"Sup man thanks for picking me up" Drew said

I ignored him and nodded my head signaling him to go in the car hopping into the  car a starting it Drew started talking about how him and chanel broke up. I give it a week and they will be back together like always.

After 30 minutes we pull up in my driveway hopping out and open the front Drew and I have been friends forever so he makes himself at home I go back to my room and shut the door I'm probably going to be late for work tomorrow because the lack of sleep I got today.

Later on I hear my door creek open must be Drew I think like always does this he must of had a bad dream like usual.

"Leo.. um I think I'm in love with you" Drew said before passing out