~February 27th
It's been awhile since I last seen him I don't even say his name any more I don't know who I am or who he is I mean I know I like guys but I have I loved him for 3 freaking years already. I have came up with so many things maybe he's pretending maybe he just wants to know how it feels...
After not talking to him for a couple days I have been babysitting there terrible little demons but the worst ones are in my head screaming at me when the kids screaming telling me I am worthless for not telling him I love him too it is me I don't know what's wrong with me. Little Bella comes in interrupting my thoughts.
"Leo" Bella said
"yes little Bella" I said
"can you please read me a story please" Bella said
"of course" I said
After reading little Bella her story her father comes pays me i grab my stuff and head home Drew keeps on leading his way in my mind.. i pull up to my driveway i notice Drew standing outside waiting for me great. i hop out of the car I'm really not in the mood for mix emotions.
"You've been ignoring me I love you Leo like a brother you can't just stop talking to me" Drew said
"I'm gay!" I blurted out
"Umm.. okay I got to go I'm going to be late for work I'll text you" Drew said
when he leaves i just stand there bawling my eyes out I'm an idiot I keep on thinking.
Sorry i was taking so long I was going to delete the story i didn't think it was good... anyway tell me what you think vote if want comment if you can point out my mistake i need to know
xoxo Kastasia
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Journals (BoyxBoy)
RomanceHim.. The way he walks his laugh his beautiful brown eyes My god his body his smile his voice I love everything about him to bad he's my bestfriend To bad he's a guy and so am I....
