I have gotten bullied a tad in the other schools. This school is bad tho. I get picked on every single day. All the "perfect" girls team up and call me ugly, fat ,stupid, a whore, retarded, and worthless. I believe it all. The boys have even started to pick on me. Going on about how, I have no ass, and stuff like that, but whatever.
The bullying has even started online. People are messaging me on social media sites and calling me names and even wishing I was dead. I wish I was, so I wouldn't have to deal with all this pain. What have I even done to deserve this? I wish I could tell someone but I can't. I don't trust anyone plus no one would even care or do anything about it if I did.
Whats the point in me even being here. Everyone wants me dead anyways. This world would be way better off without me. To numb the pain; I cut myself 5 times on the wrist, sniff 3 lines of cocaine and smoke 1 cigarette then change into my plaid pj's, lay down down in my bed and pull my large purple blanket up over my head.
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Alone
Teen FictionMy name is Maddie and I'm in 9th grade. I have been fighting depression for about 3 and a half years now. It all got harder when my mom died a year ago cause of lung cancer. We were so so close and I could tell her everything. It gets harder and har...
