Warning : suicide
You lay in Nathan's bed. He went missing but you knew what happened Jefferson killed him. You haven't moved or eaten in days. You could only lay in Nathan's bed wearing his coat and cry. It reeked like weed and booze the only things to make you feel content.
Chloe , Max and Vic came by daily trying to get you to eat or even just respond to them. But you just couldn't. Not without Nathan. And Chloe trying to comfort you consisted of her telling you what a shitty person he was. You knew he was but somewhere along the lines you fell in love with him.
He wasn't the boy everyone made him out to be he wasn't just some rich kid with the world in his hand. He was sad, insecure, on way too many meds and had huge daddy issues.
The one thing you absolutely hated in this damned world was Sean Prescott. He was the one that completely fucked up Nathan. Ignoring his problems and putting him on medication making him burry his problems. He doesn't even give a shit that his son is missing.
You on the other hand can't stand life. Your teachers knew how close you were to Nathan and haven't been saying anything on your absences. All the time in the world wouldn't be enough to get you to cope with the fact that Nathan was dead. You didn't even get to tell him that you were in love with him. You knew what you needed to do. Glancing over to the clock you realize that Victoria would be here soon. ( they all had certain days they came to visit you. Chloe on Monday and Tuesday. Max on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. And Victoria on Saturday and Sunday.)
They all knew that they were wasting they're time trying to get you to be okay again but with all the fucked up shit that happened in arcadia bay they didn't want to lose another person. But you couldn't take the pain anymore it was to much suffocating you slowly. The pain would be over soon. Moments later Victoria came in barley making a sound. " y/n you need to eat it's been days you know Nathan wouldn't have wanted this." Your eyes Immediately shoot up how dare she say that. You glare at her "well he's not here to give an opinion" might as well speak they'll never see you again after this. Victoria just stands there in shock before turning around and leaving.
Everybody leaves.
You grab the gun that Nathan kept in his bedside table. Making sure it's fully loaded. Soon you'll be free and able to see him again placing the gun on the bed you quickly grabbed a piece of paper and a pen you write a note "Victoria,Chloe, and Max
I'm sorry but I can't continue without him he was the only thing keeping me sane and happy." You sigh you know they'll miss you and maybe even cry for you but they'll get over it in time you draw a raven on the piece of paper writing next to it "And so, being young and dipt in folly,
I fell in love with melancholy-Edgar Allan Poe" this was it your final goodbye putting the gun to your temple you whisper out " I love you Nathan Prescott" BANG. You were finally free.....
