Stony One Shots (boyxboy)(stevextony)

The return

Tony's POV

I am in my lab Dancing around making hawkeye more explosive arrows. 

When I find my mind wondering from what I'm doing to Steve again for the third time in the last 20 minutes. My mind likes to play back my memories of him. Every single one. It's oddly painful for me. I miss him so much.

Since he has been gone nothing has been alright. First off hulk and Thor won't stop fighting. They crushed my favorite damn car. They fight 24/7 except when there's food around. Second Bruce and Natasha are together and they always kissing which makes me want to puke. don't get me wrong I love that they're together but there is such a thing as to much kissing. Third I have no one to talk to Clint's always at his house or patrolling. I am so lonely.

God I hate to admit it but I fucking miss cap. I feel so lost with out him. I can't believe I let him go.

*FLASHBACK*

Seven months earlier

I heard people yelling and arguing. So I walk down the hallway. I peak inside a room about 4 doors down. I make sure I am not seen as spy on Steve and Clint.

"YOUR GOING HAVE TO TELL HIM AT SOME POINT!!" Clint yells at Steve. Steve steps forward standing his ground.

"I will not and you know damn well why!" He shouts trying to keep calm. I can see Clint's face get angrier. Clint shoves Steve back a little. Steve doesn't do anything to Clint.

"I know why but you don't understand if you don't tell him your going to hurt him." Clint states normalizing his voice. Steve frowns.

"I know but I can't look him in the eye and tell him I got back in the military. He won't let me go. He will do whatever he can to make me stay. I can't do this anymore I need to get away from him. I know you know why but he can never know why. " Clint begins to interrupt. " promise me you will never tell him? I need you do that for me." Steve asks in hushed tone. Hawk frowns in defeat.

"On my honor I promise Steve." He sets one hand on Steve shoulder. He let's his hand fall to his side.

"I leave tonight while everyone is asleep. I don't know when I will be back but I will come back at some point when I am ready to come to terms with this ok?" Steve smiles at Clint who fakes a smile back and nods.

Clint starts to walk for the door. I bolt back to my lab. I pretend to be working as Clint walks by.

My mind goes to Steve. I don't want him to leave. I can't let him leave. Oh no I am the "him". What doesn't the want me to know.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I will never forget that day. I felt my heart break that day. I watched him walk to his motorcycle at 3am. I could have stopped him but I didn't. I hate myself for it.

"I WANT HIM BACK I NEED HIM BACK !" I scream slamming my fists down on the table. I pick up a bundle of papers and throw them.

"Tony?" I hear someone's oddly familiar voice. I can't turn around I won't turn around.

"Yes?" I don't turn.

"I'm so sorry." That voice can't be real. It can't be him. I turn. Steve.

"How could you? Why didn't you tell me you were leaving? your my best friend? I missed you much no matter how much I deny it. I watched you leave that day seven months ago . I heard everything you talked to Clint about while when he started yelling at least. I should have stopped you. You would have gone anyway. HOW DARE YOU LEAVE ME HERE WITH THEM! YOU LEFT ME BY MYSELF. PEPPER BROKE UP WITH WITH ME BECAUSE I AM SUCH A WRECK." I my voice turns in to screaming by the time I stop talking. Then it hits me. He left me here because I was wreck just like pepper did. Oh no.

"I'm so so sorry. I had to figure things out. I couldn't be here with you to do that." He says in defeat. He is hiding something.

"NOW YOUR HIDING SOMETHING? WHAT THE HELL IS DONT HOLD BACK! NOTHING CAN HURT MORE THEN THAT DAY SO COME ON SOLDIER!!SAY IT!"l scream getting up in his face.  I  can see him get so angry he starts clutching his fists.

"I LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU SELFISH PRICK" he screams. his faces drops when he realizes what he said. I don't care. I shove him aside and run out of the room. "TONY IM SORRY"  I hear him call down the hall as runs after me.

I keep running I run in to elevator and hit lobby. I don't see Steve anymore I am pretty sure he took to the stairs. 

I get out of the elevator and run out into the lobby. It feels like the dramatic  movie scene where the camera spins around and the person is frantically looking around for someone. That what it feels and looks like.

I see him coming out of the stairs door so I run out the front door.

I don't what I am so upset about. We fight all the time but this time was different some how.

I wasn't watching where I was going and I ran right out into the street. I froze. I watched as a truck is flying straight at me. I don't move. The truck is about to hit me when I feel two arms wrap around my waist and I go flying. I feel the cold sidewalk as I land but also another person.

"WHAT THE HELL WERE THE THINKING TONY? YOU COULD HAVE GOT YOUR SELF KILLED." Steve yells as he picks me up. I just stare at him. He is so goregous. That's it why it's different this time. I fell in love the all American soldier months before he left. I have had a crush on him for a long time. 

"TONY ARE YOU OK?" Steve questions. I nod. He puts me down. I can't speak I am in shock.

"You scared me half to death! Don't ever do that again! I don't want I lose you!" He pulls me into a hug. We fall to our knees. I wrap my arms around him. God I missed him so much. I hold him so tight. He does the same.

"Cap please don't leave again. I love you I don't want you to leave again." I cry into his shoulder. He holds me tighter.

"I should have never left. I love you too tony." He tells me. I pull out of the hug in shock. I am smash my lips against his. He is a little shocked at fist but kisses back.the kiss was so passionate and perfect. I am kissing Steve Rodgers and he is freaking perfect so it makes sense. I pull out of the kiss. I smile.

"God I missed you so much." I smile.

"I missed you more" he laughs a little which makes me laugh.

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Wow that was long sorry but I hope you enjoyed it. So leave comments on what one shots you want to see. Requests are open! Goodnight!

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