Well This is Awkward...

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Once school got out I quickly walked home taking the back way so Vanoss and his goons couldn't beat up on me. I was afraid of what dad was going to think because of the hand marks and the new formed bruise on my arm and leg.

I started to think about everything they had done, driving away my friends, making me start to cut, making my crush hate me and start bullying me as well, I was pulled from my thoughts with a sharp pain on my cheek, I look up to see my dad, his face red from anger,

"What the hell do you think your doing?" He asks,

"I wa-" I started but I was cut off by a punch to the face, I hold back my tears and he drags me along the sidewalk holding me by my back pack and hair, I frantically look around and my eyes make contact with Vanoss, he looks shocked and I feel blood pouring from my legs, how was I supposed to explain this to my gym teacher.

He continues to drag me and a tear slips, he pushes me into the house and onto the ground beginning to kick me continually in the ribs and stomach, tears and blood mix on the brown carpet and the yelling starts,

"Why are you so pathetic? Ever since 8th grade your grades have gone down and your failing your classes! You were a mistake! No one wants you! I was stuck raising you, your not even my daughter, your mother cheated on me and you were the cause! You don't know how to keep friends and I'm ashamed to have such a pathetic life form as a daughter! I would buy you bleach so I wouldn't have to deal with you anymore!" He yells, he shoves me up the stairs and into my room where he locks the door and screws it shut.

I collapse onto my bed and cry, letting out every pent up emotion I've had since ever. I walk over to my bathroom and take out my friend the razor, its silver blade glistening in the light of the window. I bring the blade to my arms and cut, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. I continue cutting until I loose track and find fresh cuts completely up my arms and a couple down my legs. I wipe up the blood and walk to my closet to change. I pack a bag of some stuff and sneak out of my window after hearing my dad snoring.

He was not going to be happy when he finds out...