Authors note - animal I have become, three days grace.
After are shower episode I got some new clothes and we went to walk around the pack lands. As were walking. I hear something. My wolf stirs getting annoyed.
What's going on with her.
Trying to break free from jace hold as he is talking to a pack member. Looking up at him because he's like over 6 ft and I'm only 5'3 . yeah i know.
"What?" He ask looking down at me.
"I have to go to the bathroom." I say above a wisper. My hood covering my eyes. I refused to leave with out it on.
He moves my hood then bends down and kisses my lips. "Go, don't be long".
Walking away from him I hear the sound again. My wolf comes to the front and takes control and runs towards the sound. What I come across makes me angry . a pack member is hitting a boy about 5 years old with a whip. The boys back is all bloody. This brings back memories.
I walk up to the man and grab his hand breaking it so he drops the whip. I kick him in his side and he falls down. Whip. I slash his back. Blood splattering everywhere. He screams. I love the sound. Whip after whip I hit him. I don't notice the people around us.
I rap the whip around his neck and bring him to his knees. " please" he cries. I laugh how pathetic.
"Begging if for the weak" I smile and whip it across his face again. He screams. Grabbing him by his throat I look in his eyes.
I rip his throat out and he falls down. I smile. I look around to see the crowd around me. They gasp. They see my eyes. I love seeing them trembling with fear. I'm sick. And I love it. I feel someone hands around my waist. Sparks form around my body. He picks me up and is screaming orders around to people. I don't say anything and I'm looking at the pup. I get out of jace hold and run towards the boy. I pick him up.
I look around and see an elderly lady. "I will take him to the pack doctor" she says reaching for him. I hesitate to give him to her. I look back at him. And back her.
"Give him to her he will get help." I look up and see jace. I give her the pup And look at the man on the ground. I stare at him until jace picks me up and walks to the pack house. Once we reach inside he sets me down.
Without blinking he slammed me into the wall. " what are you!" He snarled in my face.
I smile at him. A full twisted, sick smile. "Wouldn't you like to know" I whispered in his ear. I pull back and look at him. " I'm what they made me. Can't you see. I'm a monster. And I love every single thing about it." I laugh. " your the big bad alpha from the night fall back. Ruthless, cruel. I love that about you my dear jace. Because I know I'm not the only one fucked up. Your emotionally detached and emotionally unstable. I guess it works in this whole fuckef up bond thing. "
He looks at me. Then he kisses me. Hard and rough. He picked me up and carries me up stairs. And into the bathroom room. He strips my clothes and I do the same to him. He walks in his big shower and washes the blood off me. When the blood all gone he picks me up and carries me into the room. He lays on the bed in-between my legs. Kissing me roughly and rubbing my thighs. We're both naked. He looks up at me I break out of my daze a realize what he's about to do.
He slammed into me. I cry out. Yes I am well was a virgin. He doesn't wait for me to adjust he just keeps thrusting in and out of me. It feels like he's ripping me apart. I try and push his chest but he grabs my hand and pins it above my head. "Wait" I say as he slammed in me again.
"Relax" he tells me kissing my mark. He slows his strokes. He reaches his hand down and rubs my clit. I moan. He starts going faster. Oh shit this feels good.
He is still slamming in me. He is big. Really big. I can feel him in my stomach. When I reach my orgasim I expect him to stop. Boy was I wrong. He pulls out and flips me onto my stomach. He lifts my hips and rams me from the back."I can't" I pant to him. He growls still pounding into me. I feel another orgasim coming. He pounds harder. We come at the same time. He's still stroking me as we ride our orgasim out.
After a while of us getting our breath. He pulls out and roll over with me on top of him. He picks up my waist and slams me onto him. I cry out from pain and from pleasure. He moves my hips down on him roughly. I put my hand on my stomach, I can feel him inside of me. "Mins" he growl as we come.
"Holy shit" I mutter. He chuckled .
Authors note - I know the sex happened fast but it will get better.
