Honey, Im Fine

trois

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3rd Chapter

Is it good?

Like really...is it?

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The past few days have been hard

I have been crying

I don't think there has been a day so far that I wasn't crying

Crying let all the pain escape

The pain will never go away, but I need Mitch

Mitch was my escape

I miss how he used to laugh at my Toes because they were "crooked"

I miss him

Wow, what am I doing?

Sitting around moping all day is not going to help is it?

I need alcohol immediately

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Once I left Mitch's bedroom, I went to the cupboard to get a break

I found a recipe for 'Better than sex cake' and immediately put the Vodka back

To be honest

This cake was never better than sex

At least not with Mitch

We Weren't a couple

But we definitely weren't just friends

Friends with Benefits

I know you hear that everywhere

But

In this case

Its all we had

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After 4 slices of cake, I began to bawl

I can't do it

Why did he do this to me?

It's all his fault

If he would've just stayed home

If he would've took me with him

If he cradled me in his little arms, until the hangover from that night passed

If he was here

IT.WAS.HIS.FAULT

He is the only reason he is not here

Wait..

What am I doing?

I'm blaming a dead person for not being with me

Im blaming him

But why

Then there was a crash

I walked to the hallway, and there sat a figure that would've scared the shit outta me

But

Me...

I was confused

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Mitch Pov

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I have been trying to make contact with Scott

with my family

with Wyatt

But

I never could

I tried so hard

I would cry

but there would be no tears

I would pinch myself hoping to wake up

but I couldn't feel it

I was watching Scott make a cake

He looked so...Melancholy

I couldn't help

I trudged through the halls, and walked into my room

I began to throw things

I knew that he couldn't see them moving

But

they were

I threw the lamp against the wall, and it shattered

I felt Scott jump up and I froze

Could he hear me

I walked out into the hall

and

Was met face to face with Scott

"Mitch?" He said looking a little tired

"Scott?" I walked up to him, and grabbed his hand

I still couldn't touch him

I began to cry

Still no tears

"Mitch?" He stepped closer

He tried touching my arm, but it exited through my torso

He began to cry

He had tears

"Scott?" He looked up, "Scott, what happened to me?"

  He stopped

He turned around and walked away

I followed him

I followed him

I followed him until we reached the kitchen

He grabbed a knife

He stepped closer

He picked up his arm

He swiped the knife through my torso

I looked down, and saw nothing

"What the fuck are you doing?" I was kind of angry

"I'm Hallucinating!" He swing the knife in the air, "You are not really here right now!"

I looked down at myself

I was nothing, but a sheet

not literally

But

I was almost completely transparent

with no color

No heart

No Blood

No Body

"Scott," I tried grabbing his chin, with no avail, "I am here. I am here. What happened to me Scott? Why am I like this?"

The next thing I said was pretty hard for him to handle

"Help Me."

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So that's all for today folks

It's a lot shorter

But I have to go study for exams

I will try to update again later

OH!

Is anyone excited for Superfruit today

Probably another Q&A

But

I don't care

They slay always