I am alone
The rest of the world passes me by
All I want to do is cry
As I move throughout
The darkness consumes me
I search day after reached day
For the beacon
In the never ending cycle
Of self hate and harm
For the beacon to guide me
In to a better life
But there is nothing but darkness
And I realize what the darkness is
It's a black hole that sucks everything
In to an abyss of loneliness and I
Accept there is no way out of this
But the sweet safety of
The blade the only way to know
Whether or not I'm alive that's
Because there is no beacon
Only darkness
