Wrestling For Your Love

Chapter 2

Dean's p.o.v

I woke up in the middle of the night due to Roman's snoring. I groaned and sat up checked the time, it was three-thirty five in the morning. I got up to get some water because my mouth was really dry and maybe a little snack. Why not.

I got off the bed and stretched a little bit and yawned. I trippy toed to the restroom to wash my face since I really looked disgusting. I didn't want to wake up Roman, he drove for eight hours non stop. I offered to drive but he didn't want to. So we ended up arguing about it, I really hate it when we have a little fights. I don't know why maybe because he's my best friend and I don't want to lose him.

Once we arrived to the hotel he didn't even bother to change to some comfortable clothes. Nope, he just dropped his bags on the floor and flopped on the bed and slept.

I walked to the kitchen opened the pantry and grabbed a cup. Once I finished drinking my water I started walking back to my bed but stop when I realized Roman didn't have a blanket. I'm really not a caring person, but ever since I've met Roman things have changed between the both of us.

I don't know what it is about Roman that makes me feel this way, maybe it's the way he looks at me like I'm his everything.

It started about two months after we met that he started being really shy and every time we're alone he blushes and he tries not to make eye contact with me. Sometimes he gets really protective when I'm around other guys.

No one has ever treated me liked that before maybe that's why my feelings grew stronger. I mean he did look at my ass when I was looking for my phone yesterday and to be honest I kind of liked it. Does that mean something?

I'd never fell for someone this hard before. Well, there was Randy but it wasn't anything serious he was just using me to get back at his girlfriend, but with Roman it's different. I feel like I can tell him anything. Except my feelings towards him.

I started walking towards my bag to get an extra blanket I brought just in case we needed one. I unzipped the bag quietly and got the blanket out.

While I was doing that I heard Roman shiver so I quickly covered him. I just love it when Roman sleeps he reminds me of a little kid sometimes. His hair was all over his face so me being me I put his hair being his ears "Mm...thanks." Roman hummed half asleep.

"How long were you awake?" I said scratching the back of my neck and sat next to him. I tried so hard not to look at his gorgeous and beautiful grey eyes. I laid down next to him with my feet dangling off the bed. Roman did the same.

"Not long. I heard you go to the restroom, so I waited for you to come back." Roman said scooting even closer to me.

Wait. What does this mean. He actually moved closer to me I don't know why there's plenty of space in the bed but, he actually moved closer. My heart was beating really fast I was nervous my hands were sweaty I started shaking a little bit.

Roman thought I was cold so he reached for the blanket that was right next to him and covered the both of us.

Okay I am literally screaming in the inside I can't believe this is happening. Am I dreaming? This is totally a dream. I pinched myself just to make sure. "Ouch."

"Dean are you okay? I could go and let you sleep if you want. You look really tired."

My eyes shot open I don't want to leave this position. This the closest we ever gotten and to be honest I don't want it to end. "No!" I screamed which scared him a little. "I'm sorry it's just, I'm really comfortable here and I really don't feel like walking to my bed. If you don't mind me sleeping next to you." I explained

"Not at all." Roman said during a yawn. "I'm really comfortable too and I'm really tired so I'm going to sleep, goodnight Dean."

I really don't want Roman to sleep I just want to talk all night with him but I'm sure he's tired. "Goodnight Roman. Hey before you go to sleep I'm driving to the next city and I don't want to you drive and be all exhausted like yesterday okay. I care about you maybe even mo-"

I stopped talking mid sentence since all I heard was Roman snoring. I let out a small sigh and started playing with Roman's hair. A smirked grew on my face he rarely doesn't let no one touch his hair, it's cute that he only let's me this time. Probably because he's asleep and doesn't feel it.

"Dean stop touching my hair." Roman growled. I removed my hand from his hair and started laughing a little. "I can't help it. Your hair is so soft and it smells good, like I'm in heaven...I mean it's just soft." I chuckled nervously.

Really Dean how stupid can you be. You almost blurted out to Roman you're feelings. What would happen if Roman finds out he probably just forget about you.

"Heh, umm well you'll be the first but thank you. No one has ever complemented my hair before." Roman said turning to face me. "I'm sorry. I just really like your hair that's all and I thought you were asleep?" I said, after of five minutes of silence Roman spoke.

"Hey Dean can I ask you something?"

Oh no what did I do. Did I say something that mean? Did I freak him out? These questions were giving me a headache.

"Uh..sure shoot." I said not knowing what he'll say. I hope it doesn't have to do with me I mean I don't mind, but what if it's bad.

"Okay here it goes we've been friends for a long time now and I always wanted to tell you this but I was to nervous to but today I have the confidence." He took in a deep breath and let everything out. "Do you think I will ever find the one for me?"

Did he literally ask me that question. I'm speechless what do I even say to him.

What can I say. Oh you want to know who's the one for you? You're looking at him.

No, even though that's what I mean.

"Well, I know that one day you will find the one. I mean who knows maybe it'll be someone you've known for a long time. Someone who cares for you and loves the small things about you like when you're nervous you like to sing because it helps you calm down or when you laugh really hard you snort a little, it's cute and you're caring to people. I'm only saying this just as a friend but yeah I believe you will find the one. Don't doubt yourself okay." I said patting his back and getting ready to fall back asleep.

"Goodnight, Roman" I said, but he didn't say goodnight back we always say goodnight to each other maybe he fell asleep or something. I didn't fall asleep yet I put my hands under my head and stared at the ceiling letting what ever happened right now sink in.

What would have happened if I said something different like spoke with my heart instead of my brain.

Face it Dean he won't fall for you. Randy didn't love you so why should Roman. Everybody you loved left it won't be a surprise if Roman leaves you for someone better. Just runaway Dean before you get your heart broken again.

My thoughts were the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.