Wrestling For Your Love

Chapter 8

Dean's p.o.v

I've been laying down here for I don't know how long. My body is too numb to even move an inch this pain is killing me emotionally my eyes are too dry to even cry. How did this happened I wish Roman was here with me he's the only one who knows me better than anyone, but I threw that away. Oh who am I kidding he doesn't see me as a lover just a brother a brother who went behind his back breaking us apart.

I was so deep onto my feelings that I didn't even hear my phone ringing. Forcing myself to get up from this misery I have gotten enough strength to reach for my phone. My eyes squinting from the brightness of my phone, once my eyes focused I answered.

Dean: Hello?

Seth: Dean is Roman with you? He told me he would meet up with me, but that was an hour ago, I was hoping you might know where he is.

Yeah probably getting in someone's pants right now.

Dean: Yeah he left with some dude he just met, probably getting busy with each other. Im not in the mood right now especially after what happened between me and Ro so ill call you later.

Seth: Dean don't do this calm down I was just asking. What's wrong do you want to talk about it, we could meet up at some place and talk about this properly ..does that sound good Dean.

Dean: Yes please... I need someone to distract me from all of this and lord knows i need to get out of this house.

Seth: okay, meet me in the coffee shop downtown in ten minutes and Dean .. please be careful.

Sighing, I put my phone down and rubbed my eyes with frustration, removing my hands from eyes I checked the time realizing that I needed to shower, given the fact that I was drowning in my own sorrows.

Taking off my shirt I walked towards the bathroom, turning on the water waiting for it to get warm. I turn to look at myself in the mirror hating what's looking back at me. My eyes red from the tears, my head pounding from the headaches, my heart broken from Roman.

I was full of life now I'm just alone. I'm  screaming for help but my voice is only a whispers to others. I messed up why did I give Randy another chance he doesn't even acknowledge the fact that I gave up everything for him. Roman was my everything and now he's gone.

I looked away from the mirror turning stepped inside the shower the hot water hitting my back relaxing my muscles. After the shower I got ready and left my apartment getting in my car and making my way to meet up Seth.

I need Roman back. No. I want Roman back. He's everything to me how can I be so stupid! Roman has been with me through thick and thin and i just blew that away.

Time skip

Walking inside of the coffee shop I look around and see Seth seating in the far right corner holding up a menu. I brushed off any access dirt on my shirt and fixed my hair feeling nervous.

Seth looked up from his menu and smiled but only to be turned to a soft frown when he saw my face. "Dean oh my god what happened to you? Have you been sleeping within the past few days?" He said grabbing my face with one hand moving it side to side for a better look. I slowly shake my head scared to see what his face expression would be I slowly looked up to see his face with a distraught look.

"I've been better." I said taking a seat and grabbing the menu. He chuckles with a little snort in the end I laughed along not really understanding.

"What's funny two-tones?" I asked but he looks at me with his beautiful eyes and shrugs. "Nothing just glad we can finally hangout without having that somaon with us." He said before taking a sip of his coffee and I smirked.

"You said it, brotha." I replied raising my coffee in the air Seth followed along and chuckled. We both took a sip of our drinks laughing of what we just did. "If Roman was here he would've given us a punch in the face and be mad all day." Seth said putting his cup down in the table.

Roman's p.o.v

I pulled up on a parking lot in front of coffee shop downtown. Jack was in the passenger seat starring out the car window looking a bit nervous. And I understand I mean I would be nervous as well if I was him.

"Jack, are you alright?" I said turning off the car as he stays quiet.

He took some time to respond but eventually spoke. "Uhh...yeah I'm fine it's just that.." he paused to regain some strength, "I used to come here with my boyfriend majority of the time that's all." Jack closed his eyes as I studied his face a little bit I can tell he wants to cry but chooses not to.

I put my hand on his shoulder moving my thumb up  smoothly for comfort he looks at my hand then at me with a weak smile.

"We don't have to go if you're not ready, I don't want to make you feel as if im forcing you to do something you don't want to." I offered but jack only nodded his head and got off the car. I did the same but only to be confused of Jacks actions I really want to understand jack but how can i make him trust me first.

Jack waits for me at the door holding it for the people getting in I went in after him and searched for a table. After looking for a table I asked Jack what kind of coffee he wanted and got up to the register and orderd two coffee's one black and the other with five packs of sugar in it.

Jack picked up my coffee cup and took a sip making a disgusting confused face he looked at them slowly looked at his cup. Im pretty sure my laughter have had given it away, he sighed and said "This is your cup isn't it." He smirked nodded in agreement and apologized.

"Yeah I kind of figured that out already." Jack said reaching across the table exchanging our coffees. "Someone sure has a sweet tooth, don't they," he glanced at up at me, "so Ro tell me about yourself please, I want to know more about you." I froze for a minute he called me Ro the only person who has ever called me that was Dean.

The more i think about him the more I miss him and the moments we shared together. Our friendship is the best thing about us. We have this bond that no one can break, but I was wrong. It's funny how one person can change a friendship you have shared for years and break within seconds. I was so nieve to believe that maybe Dean and I would be so much more than friends, that i didn't even think about losing him.

"Roman I didn't mean to call you Ro, if you don't feel comfortable with me calling you that i understand." Jack gently holds my hand and gives me a warm summer smile.

"It's okay Jack you don't need to apologize, its fine I don't mind at all. I kinda like that." I said smiling back to him while he drinks his coffee.

After coffee we both decided to go walk around the park and have the chance know ourself before I leave. "It's still shocks me that you're a wrestler like wow. I always loved watching wwe when I was small especially pay per views, oh my god I would get so hyped for that shit! You have no idea." Jack explained receiving some odd looks from people.

"No, I understand that's probably one of the reasons why I became a wrestler. I want to entertain people because I know how that feels, people respecting you on what your doing is probably the best feeling ever, sure there are some people who criticize but that doesn't bother me as long as there's someone who believes in me and cheering me on that's all I need." I never really told anybody this not even Dean it's not really a brought up conversation topic to begin with and I really don't like talking about my past to nobody.

I turned to look at Jack. I stared at his lips so soft waiting for me to touch, we both lean in our lips touching feeling a spark between us. We don't move, not wanting to ruin this moment everything seems to slow down around us, finally we depart but we don't say anything just a smile. But not a 'oh that was an awkward situation smile' no it was 'that was amazing smile'.  I broke the silence, "Tomorrow I have a live event come with me and I can show you around. How does that sound?" I said holding his hand waiting for a response. "Yeah I'll love that." He chuckled getting up from the bench holding his hand out. "C'mon lets go and have actual fun please, no offense but I wanna have a good time before you leave." I smiled looking at his hand offering his hand and laughed leaving the park ready to forget the situation from Dean.