"Yeah I was just saying that I will stop flirting with her" Michael glares at me and walks towards Calum
And whispers something into his ear. Calum looks at me and nods his head.
Calum shuts the door and locks it.
"Michael told me something" he says getting closer.
I take a step back, "and that was?" I gulp.
He gets closer, "that you were horny?" He says grabbing me by the waistband of my pants.
I let out a breath of relief.
"I can fix that you know?" He smirks grabbing my zipper.
I wanted to float away. I wasn't in the mood for pleasure. I was in the mood for Calum Hood.
"Only if you want to" he said biting his lip.
"Are you sure I'm the one who's horny?" I laugh
He touches me, I gasp "Cal-" he puts a finger to my lips.
"I can see how bad you want me. Tell me you want me" he whispers.
I felt like I was in a trance every word was poison to my ears and my... You know what.
"I..I want you" I stutter
He smiles.
He looks into my eyes then kisses me.
Fireworks, sparks all of the above soaring out of my body.
He was dominant. I showed none.
"Get onto the bed" he says breaking the kiss.
I lay my self on the bed, I feel his hand unzipping my jeans and sliding them down my legs.
I felt insecure about it but I couldn't cover up.
"Nice legs" he says sliding his finger up and down my left leg.
I giggle "umm thanks?" He hushes me.
His finger hooks onto my underwear, but I get nervous and sit up "wait" I stop him
He looks up at me "what?" He says worried.
"I'm scared" I blurt.
"Babe there's nothing to worry about were not having sex.. Yet" he says.
I take a deep breath, "proceed then" I smile.
He hooks his finger onto my underwear again and slides them off.
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He gets closer to me and finds what he's looking for.
He slowly starts with his tongue going in normal speed
I gasp at the new feeling that I've been missing.
"Contain yourself I just started" he laughs
I nod letting out a breath that I didn't know I was holding.
As he does his thing.
I feel pleasure and bliss swirling inside of me.
My legs start to shake I feel close
"Calum" I moan "I know baby I know" he says rubbing my thigh.
I release. (Not that bad just not gonna put a lot of detail)
"I'm so hard, fix it" he whines
As I was just about to grab on to his basketball shorts someone knocks on the door.
"Hey Cal are you in there" we here Luke's voice, he then tries to open the door
"Yeah I'm just.... Getting dressed?" He lies
"Where's Maria"
"I'm in here" I say dumbly.
"Oh okay" we here Luke's footsteps get faint.
Calum grabs my hand and makes me feel him "your gonna have to get it back"
He whispers sending chills down my spine.
"I'm tired" I whine and plop on to his bed.
He sits down on the bed and yawns. "Yeah I'm tired...it's 2:30"
(Am) "wow were old"I laugh.
"Wait do you need something to wear, I have a shirt" I nod and he
He chuckled and lays down beside me and hands me the shirt. I put it on immediately I smell he scent, He turns towards me and moves the hair out of my face. He smiles for no reason and holds out his arms, I roll over into his body, he kissed my forehead making me giddy.
"You look so sexy in my clothes" he whispers.
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I wake up next to a passed out Calum snoring slightly.
I remove his lengthy arm from my torso and sit up.
I had a bad dream again I've been having these dreams since I went to Texas. They're terrifying some get so bad that I wake up crying and hyperventilating.
As I was just about to unlock the door I forgot that I didn't have any pants on and I was just in Calum's shirt. I grab my phone and check what time it is.
It's 8:30 and I'm pretty sure the rest of the boys aren't home yet. And Luke's probably passed out on the couch, and Michael probably left a few hours ago.
I unlock the door and open it, I walk out leaving the door cracked. I walk Down the small narrow hallway and enter the small living room and sit on the part where Luke wasn't covering.
I was right, but half his body is on the sofa and the rest is on the floor.
I go back upstairs and wake up Calum.
"What"he groans, "I need you to drive me home" I whisper.
His eyes open and he looks at me.
"You might wanna get dressed" he chuckles.
I get dressed and we leave right after.
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He drops me off.
I walk in to see my mom staring at me.
"Where have you been?" She slurs.
My breathing hitched, "m-o-o-m have you've been drinking?" I feel my emotions bubble. I'm so confused, why was she drinking? She never drinks.
"Why do you careee, all you doooo is sluut around" she looks at her glass and slides it off the counter. I hear the glass shatter, "clean that up whore" she spits.
I ignore her and walk down my hallway
"I wishh I had abortions" she grunts.
I slam my door and lock it.
I collapse on the floor, crying, letting it all go.
I've been holding in every emotion since my mom and my dad split up.
I've been so insecure about crying that I hardly even cry.
I can't even cry in front of myself, I feel pathetic and worthless when I cry.
I only cry at funerals and when a really long relationship ends.
I hear a knock on my door, "go away" I huff.
"Let me in" I hear Jessica groan
I let my sister in, but I see my mom rush in and she closed the door and locked it. "You don't ever disrespect me like that ever again!" my mom screams in my face. " I fucking hate you! I'd rather live with my dad than you, I don't want to live with a disgusting drunk!" I scream, I don't even regret a word.
She steps back, with her mouth agape. "Who are you?" She chokes, she broke into sobs and left my room. I plop onto my bed.
My sister walks in, looking at me with a dirty look.
"I'm just getting my concealer, whore" she whispered on the last part.
"Really Jessica? Says the girl who's dating a forty old man just because he's rich" I growl, she looks at me astoundingly. "Fuck you, leave" she yells and points towards the door. "This isn't your house" I snap, "leave now" my mom barges in. I look at both of them and my eyes water when they both stare me down. I grab a few things and some clothes and exit the house.
"Don't leave Maria, I hear a voices behind me. Both of my little sisters bawling telling me to come back as I get in my car, (she just got it) and drive off.
I was full on crying, I could barely see I drove into the apartment complex, I almost drive into a pole. Once I park my car I text Calum to ask if he's home.
He replies ten minutes later saying that he's at a party. I ask him for the address, and he instantly replies giving me the address.
