Fanfic Jacksepticeye

Split

Naviya's P.O.V
I heard low voices growling over me. They were arguing about a... dark side? I suddenly felt Sean's grip tighten on my arm. I wanted to reach out to him, comfort him. I heard something about Sapphire and... Ruby? I couldn't understand most of the conversation. I was drifting in and out. Trying desperately to stay awake. I felt a pair of cold hands on my chest. He was dangerously close to my breast. I tried to at least open my eyes, twitch my hand... slap the fuck out of him...

They became quiet. I felt the cold ones hands suddenly seem to go through my skin.

All I can feel is pain. Red tinted the slit of sight I could see through my partially open eyes. I hear myself screaming and try to find my mouth to close it. My body is twitching as I feel something being torn from my body, like some important bodily organ. Something I need to survive. I can feel my back arching off the floor. Something pulling my body off the floor by a single string. Something that my whole being was connected to.

Suddenly the pain stopped. I opened my eyes slowly and realized something was missing. I didn't feel... whole. I felt as if I couldn't be stressed or angry anymore. It was a strong, strange sensation. I felt like soaring, but I knew that there must have been strings attached to this happy, high train I felt coursing through my veins.

I saw a set of blue eyes and a set of black eyes staring down at me. The blue eyes of Sean were filled with tears. The black eyes were filled with a scary kind of power. It was impossible to look at them without fearing for your life.

Sean spoke first. "Naviya? Are you ok? I know you feel fine right now but. Inside... are you ok?" I frowned up at him and thought about what he said for a moment. Once I realized that there was an imperfection on the inside I explored it. Searched to see how bad it was. I felt rawness, an ache to feel the emotions that were stripped from me. I didn't want to feel angry or jealous or sad. I just wanted to know that I am able to feel those emotions. I searched farther into the imperfection in my very being. I felt drawn into myself. No emotions except for the ones I was allowed to keep.

"Navy... calm down. You don't want to meet the other side of you. You know that feeling of only happiness you felt when you first woke up?" I nod at him. "Your other side feels like that. Except with anger. Trust me. You don't want to meet her."