Heart's Melody (girlxgirl)

Chapter 21: Be Swooned You Say.

Amber's P.O.V

I grazed my lips on hers as gently as I could like it was the most fragile thing on this earth. I let my hand that seized her grasp cupped her nape with eagerness but with great precaution then I slid it down to her jawline sending light calming strokes to ease her from tensing up. While I let my other in-cast-arm pulled her body closer  to mine. Her warm hazel eyes were open still, shock over what I did. I deepened the colliding of our lips and I felt her's giving in. She slowly closed those orbs and started to sync with mine. I opened my eyes to take in the beauty which I never thought would grow to captivate me.

Her pointed nose slightly touching mine, her now furrowed but perfectly shaped brows, well defined jawline and lastly those entrancing eyes? That amber-like beautiful shade of striking brown and green pair of orbs which are currently hidden in those thick curled lashes, behind those closed lids were always filled with certainty and broadening confidence. 

However, I love how it softens each time she's around with children in the orphanage especially with little Liz. This younger Russell definitely adores her much, I supposed that's how being an only child does to anyone? I mean, I know how it feels. That thought overwhelms me because I always knew she's different the first time I laid my eyes back on her, I knew that somehow we share the same void of emptiness inside.

And yes her eyes...how those bold eyes weakens and turns into a warm light brown in every compromising situations as this, making me feel well favored that I came to rule over her strong demeanor each time we kissed. 

The breathtaking effect those rosy heavenly curved lips leaves my senses, that luscious watermelon chopstick lingers in my mind still it had been added as one of my favorite fruits, second to strawberries as the top of my list. Her lips got me trance up to this certain cravings I cannot explain and it all started since that unexpected night she mindlessly or should I say drunkenly had thrown her arms around me.

That atrocious encounter never fails to make me laugh though, it was the first time that kind of mockery happened to me. Yes, nothing happened that night, her drunkenness had painstakingly lulled her to sleep the moment  her back hits on my bedroom's bed. 

That instance of ridiculous disappointment could probably be the reason I was led to those successive multiple encounters of lip locking intimacy I could not help but to share with her. 

I initially gave in to her indecent irresistible offer because I thought she was no longer innocent in that department. So imagine my surprise, when the fact regarding her evident innocence finally hits me? That night I finally got to claimed her. Her obvious hesitance letting herself lose even the insecurities on her reactions was the reason why I had chosen not to go all the way down but to settle on slowing things for her. She was too precious for me to completely take what she could reserve for the one she love.

Considering that the younger one was in a probable phase of confusion made me a great sucker of a certified opportunist. I mentally shook my head. Those reservation i tightly kept inside me, I wonder where it went? I should have seen it coming but I let lust take over me.

Over the insatiable need of that one night when Alexandria initially lit the fire inside me when we almost had sex.  Her eagerness for that forgotten night fueled my desire to make her remember what she had missed. We both got the answer I supposed, but unfortunately until at this very moment I still want her. I still badly desire for her. immediately

I felt her hands delicately touching my face her apprehension was again obvious so I tilted my head to deepen the kiss slightly brushing the tip of my tongue to her bottom lip asking for entrance which Alexandria immediately permitted. I smirk and grope her lower back pulling her closer. Lightly tugging her soft red wavy mane smelling that distinct but alluring scent of the shampoo she uses. I sucked and nibble on her lower lip earning a moan from her, latching both of her arms around my neck. She fights back to reciprocate my kiss and I could even swear I felt the raging phase of her heartbeat while the heat emerges between our pressed body.