Dear Diary,
Entry 1:
Today I went back to school, it was the first time in 4months. I mean after the accident... I walked through the door, everyone stopped and stared at me, it was like a scene from a movie. I looked around, yep the same old bitches from 4months ago, I thought it my head. Then a familiar face popped out amongst the crowd. IT WAS TAMI! I shouted her name, after a while she turned around and shouted ''WHAT?!?! OMG CASEY?!?!'' It was such an amazing feeling to be reunited with my best-friend. I felt like bursting out in tears, but at the same time on the first day back crying like a baby would be social suicide. Tami looked me straight in the eyes and said ''Oh darling I've missed you so much school just was'nt the same without you!'' I smiled and answered ''I know I've missed you alot as well I'm sorry we haven't talked much, but they didn't really let me make phone calls.'' Then Tami paused looked in the background and said ''I have some bad news for you hun...'' I looked back ''What?'' ''Well you know that bitch over there, Katie.'' I was so confused but I knew exactly who she meant ''yes.'' ''I think she's got her eye on your man..'' ''WHAT?!?! YOU MEAN MY JASON?!?!'' ''Shh keep your voice down someone might hear.'' I turned around about to punch Katie in the face, when who do I see? JASON. My heart was bouncing out my chest, the love struck feeling was upon me. Tami kept trying to snap me out of it, but I was far to deep in day dream land.
Then as if me day dreaming into the ceiling wasn't 'attractive enough' Jason started to walk over, I panicked what do I say? What do I do? He got ever closer, I just lent onto a locker and pretended like I wasn't panicking inside. He stood next to me and said ''Hey Casey, welcome back.'' ''Thanks Jason, it's been a while huh?'' ''Yeah I guess, well my next lesson is maths I'll see you later so we can chat?'' He smiled and walked away back into the crowd. ''Was his ass always so perfect?'' Tami looked at me ''Casey snap outta it!'' ''Ugh what lesson do I have now, then..?'' Tami signed ''We have maths your lucky you have him at the very least.'' I quickly got my stuff together and started to run to maths ''sorry Tami good luck!'' I giggled to myself a whole hour with him? What did he mean by 'chat'? I hope something good.
I stepped into maths, my bag hanging of my shoulder. A plump man-like figure stood up and said ''hello sit down over there.'' She pointed to a window seat next to a boy called Sam, Jason sat in front of us. For the whole lesson Jason acted like I wasn't there, Sam asked me a few questions like why was I away for 4months, I just replied saying ''Some personal stuff.'' After the bell rand Jason walked up to me and whispered in my ear ''meet me after school by the river.'' I was so confused about what it meant but, I didn't care maybe it's something good? Right?
After school I walked up to the river, Jason was there, as I expected. He walked up to me looked me straight in the eyes and said ''roll up your sleeve.'' ''NO!'' I snapped back. ''Just trust me.'' I rolled up my sleeve slowly, I could see the look of disappointment in his eyes. He looked down to the ground grabbed my arms and tried to kiss me. I lent back, turned around and ran behind a wall. ''I'm sorry if I suprised you...'' I looked down to the floor ''It's not that it just wasn't supposed to happen this way.'' He walked over, lent over me, and put his hands on the wall behind me. Looked me straight in the eyes and said ''what other way is it meant to happen?'' He tried to kiss me again, I turned my head. ''No, you can't just kiss me out of pity.'' He smiled ''I love you, just the way you are.'' I let him kiss me this time, my heart was racing. The kiss was amazing, it felt so right. He then lent back and said ''will you be my girlfriend?'' I kissed him as in to say ''yes.'' He smiled and said ''I'll take that as a yes.''
