22-Her Secret

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Cassey's pov

Ano kayang ginagawa ni Lacey dito di naman siguro siya maninira mamaya sa presscon namin kasi ewan ko na lang kung anong magagawa ko sa kanya. At isang tanong pang gumugulo sa isipan ko ay kung bakit may presscon kami ngayon wala naman kaming bagong product na eendorse at mas lalong di rin naman kami artista para mag endorse ng movie speaking of movie did our manager sign some papers na di namin alam ni Chiara nako naman ayaw ko talaga ng ganito eh. Ba't ba kasi mayron pang presscon ano ba talagang meron ngayong araw. Nakakastress na talaga.

Cassey ba't ang lalim ng iniisip mo? Tanong ni Chiara

Nagtataka lang ako ba't may presscon tayo ngayon eh wala naman tayong produvt na eendorse. sagot ko

ako nga rin eh nagtataka kong bakit pero hayaan na lang natin who cares baka di lang nasabi agad ni manager na my new product tayong eendorse. sabi niya

siguro nga. sagot ko

mag ready ka na nga dyan malapit na magsimula presscon natin sabi niya

okay sagot ko

\ \ \ \ \ \ after 39 minutes\ \ \ \ \ \ \

breath in breath out okay Cassey easy lang wag kang kabahan be confident always smile never snob your fans. FIGHTING ✊✊ ( with matching fighting hand gesture)

Yung nandon na kami mismo sa harap ng press ang dami agad mga tanong na ibinabato sa amin kesyo ganyan at ganyan ganito at ganito di talaga siya nagsink in sa utak ko pero ang pinaka nagpashock sa akin ay ng tanungin niya ako kung mayroon na bang napapatibok ng puso ko buti na lang di niya ako pinilit na sumagot cause thats my biggest secret mistake and its loving him Terrence James Smith. At dahil patapos na daw ang presscon nagrequest silang kumanta kami. At dahil my pagkalahi kami ni Dora ayun nakaready na ang guitar namin. At nagsimula ng mag strum sa guitar.

Cassey:
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show,it's time
To let you know
To let you know

Chiara:
This is real,this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light,shine on me
Now I've found,who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Chiara:
Do you know what it's like
To fell so in the dark
To dream about the life
Whefee e you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
Its the only way

Cassey:
This is real,this is me
I'm wxactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found,who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

We just continue strumming the guitar and take a deep breath for the next stanza of the line when we are about to sing it we hear a husky voices singing it but instead to be distracted we just continue to strum the guitar until we saw the familiar faces TJ and Justin

Justin and TJ
Your the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you ,I gotta find you
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of of me
I need to find you

Chiara and Justin
I gotta find you..........

Chiara
This is real,this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now

Chiara and Justin
Gonna let the light,shine on me
Now I've found,who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be

Chiara
This is me.......yeah

TJ
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

Cassey
This is me.....yeah

TJ
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Cassey
This is me.....

Cassey and TJ
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be

Cassey
This is me

Nakatingin lang ako sa mata niya hanggang sa matapos ang kanta then I mouthed him Thank you and he just nodded and smile after the song all of them clap there hands and I think kinilig ang audience and press kasi naman bigla nalang silang lumabas di man lang namin alam.

I think I'm totally inlove on him so how can I stop this stupid feeling on him I know at the end ako lang din ang masasaktan pag ipinagpatuloy ko itong pagkakagusto ko sa kanya. Loving him is actually my biggest mistake and my deepest secret in life. Bakit ba kasi ang unfair ng world magmamahal na lang ako sa lalaking di pa ako gusto at mas lalong malabong magkagusto sa akin lalo na pag nerd ako. Ang tipo niyang babae ay katulad ni Cassey which is me but I want him to fall in love in me as Sandra the nobody. I wish this feeling of mine on him will be vanished as soon as possible just like how my feeling easily attach on him. Loving someone that cannot love you in return is such a stupid thing happen in my whole life and by avoiding him maybe my feelings on him will eventually vanished and hoping that someday their is no a little bit of feeling I can feel on him everytime we cross our roads. Moving on is long process of forgeting someone in your life. Giving other a second chance to enter in your life and make you feel better than yesterday. Love is strong feeling that I've always avoiding because that word cause to much pain in my heart and make me BITTER instead of BETTER. Feelings can be change if you control it at first and don't let it get rid on you.

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