BrokenHearted •Zaylena•

7.

Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne

S E L E N A

• Flashback •

" Justin, what's going on ? You're barely home and I'm starting to worry. Is everything at work alright ? " I asked truly concerned for the man I love, he's become truly distance and it hurts when he pulls away from me. I just want him to tell me his problems. I want him to open up to me instead of closing me off.

" Selena just drop it okay ! I'm fine ! I'm a grown man, stop worrying about me ! " He sneers angrily at me and I bite my lip to stop me from crying, I've been doing it a lot ever since we've gotten engage. And it wasn't happy tears.

" I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you anymore. " I whisper softly whipping my tears and walking away from our once comfortable bedroom, now it's a room that holds all my tears.

I heard footsteps follow behind me and then all of a sudden, I'm being pulling into his arms. I immediately start to cry because it's been a while since I've cried in his arms, I'll usually have lonely nights. I clutched his dress shirt in my hands as I cried loudly.

" P-please just t-talk to m-me Justin. " I stutter over every other word. His hands caress down my back in a comforting way. He kissed my forehead but stayed silent.

We stayed in our holding each other position for about next twenty-five minutes, until his phone started to ring. He pulled away and reaches for his pocket, taking out his phone.

I only got a glimpse but the name said 'Baby' and that right there hurt. " I'm sorry the job is calling. " He lied right to my face and walked away closing the door, locking it while I stand outside.

I walked quietly up to the door, I placed my back against the wall and slid down to the floor. I combed my hands through my hair. I don't know what I'm doing wrong but Justin clearly is cheating on me. But with who ? I don't want to believe it, trust in me, I don't but it has to be the only reason why he's become so distant.

I heard him laugh loudly to be exact and it made my heart squeeze because I wasn't the one to cause his smile. " Okay, yeah babe. I love you too. " He said and then stopped talking, so I'm guessing he got off the phone.

I got up quickly and made my way to the bathroom. I locked the door, and turned on the sink, letting the running water go down the drain, as I took one of the blades I've been hiding, and took it against my skins but not cutting into my flesh yet. I shouldn't do this ! I'm strong enough to place the blade down and walk away from this miserable life.

" Selena ! " He shouts and I scream in fear.

" Why the hell is this door locked Selena ?! I strictly told you no locked doors ! No secrets. " He said and I snorted. He can have locked doors but not me.

I placed the blade back in its hiding spot, under the sink behind the Clorox and turned off the sink. I grabbed some tissues and wiped my tears away as I opened the door to come face to face with a monster.

" Why was the door locked Selena ? " He narrowed his eyes on me.

I stared into his big beautiful brown eyes that no longer captured me with love, but fear. " I was just washing my face. " I came up with the quickest lie.