Daddy ✧ NATE MALOLEY

9;

-Kiin's POV-

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I groaned after my phone alarm went off for the 100th time, who even came up with the idea of school?!

I got out of bed my legs are still sore from last night, I pushed that thought out of my mind

I just lost my virginity last night to Nate and he's already gone back to his old habits

I'm not mad I'm hurt, hurt that I actually trusted someone like him

Feelings lead to pain.

But it felt so right last night, like everything would turn out perfectly

I mean I should've at least learned some stuff from reading fanfics online right?

"What's wrong with me" I ask myself

Don't say I'm overreacting, he made me feel like I actually matter than he throws it all away?

Who does that?

Nate does.

I took a small shower and brushed my teeth and headed back into my room

I was fighting myself to not break down and start crying

I stared at myself in my mirror for a couple of seconds and went to my closet to change

I found my grey hoodie and some black joggers and put my hair into a ponytail

I'm to lazy to even try today, but I'm glad school is almost over only 1 more month to go

I'm a sophomore, after the summer I'll be a junior than a senior you see how fast things go by?

I put on my converse and grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs

I grabbed an Nature Valley bar and headed out the door, my parents already left to work

My brother is asleep maybe I could stay home?

Nope you can do this, you can't put yourself down because of a guy!

I put on my headphones and played the song crazy in love by Bèyonce and started walking to school

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When I got to school everyone was rushing to their classes mostly the freshmans and seniors

I looked to see Nate has his hands around some girls waist

He looked straight and saw me, we stared at each other intensely but I walked to my locker

I was fighting the urge to go over there and make a big scene but I'm not that type of person

I just jammed my stuff into my locker and looked to my right to see that Nate wasn't there anymore no one was

I was alone in the middle of the hallway, I let out a big sigh and to my first period before the second bell could ring

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