Broken and Unwanted

Chapter 4

*Leslie*
Yes! Finally it was Wednesday. Which meant we get out at 12:37 today and I get to wear my Criminal Justice uniform. Yes I am in the CJ Academy. I'm in that class because it's my plan B to be an FBI Agent. My first is to be a musician, or be an actress. Cuz why not. Also a Viner. (I'm not kidding lol)

So by 6:25 I'm on way out the door and on my way to the bus.

When I get to school I go to my usual spot and sit by myself in the cafeteria. Then I feel two hands over my eyes. I smile, not knowing who it is. "Dawson?" I asked confused.

"No," the hands are removed from my eyes and I can finally see again,"it's me Paul,"

"Ohhhh haha hey!"

"Why are you by yourself?" Paul asked me.

"Because none of my friends are here, they're all at west,"

"Oh well I can hang out with you," he smiles,"wait! If your here then why on monday when we met you were at west?"

"Oh because I was bored and wanted to walk around and see who I find,"

"Well I guess you found the perfect person," he smirked and laughed.

"Oh shut up," I laughed

After talking for a while we ate breakfast and then the bell rang and he walked me to class. I told him he didn't have to but he insisted.

By the time lunch came, Paul wanted to hang out over the weekend. So we agreed that he would come over to my house on Saturday at 3 in the afternoon. I had asked my parents already and surprisingly they said it was fine. I was actually shocked that my mom said it was fine because the helicopter parent that they are made me confused.

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It was finally Saturday and I woke up around 10/10:30.  I was actually pretty excited. I checked my phone while I woke up FULLY and then after 10 minutes my fatass got up and got some cereal. After I was finished I went to the kitchen and put my plate away. I got on my phone and it was about 2 when my mom woke up. They always do that. Like every weekend they wake up hella late.

Bet they fuck everyday 😂💀 HAHAHAHA. Or at least every week.

Then my little sister came in our room and started the hell out of me by her looking at herself in the mirror trying to look like a model.

"Ashley go away," I yelled at my 6 year old sister.

"Why?" She asked.

"Because I said so," I said starting to get mad.

"No! I can do anything I want," she sassed.

"No you can't so shut up," now I was mad.

"Ugh fine FEA," she said in Spanglish. Fea means ugly in Spanish. If you didn't know already :). She finally left and I just started texting my friends trying my hardest not to remember about my homework. I was actually super excited about seeing Paul today at my house. I was so excited I texted it to all my friends. The reason why I was so excited was not because HE was coming over but because SOMEONE was coming over. My parents and the most strict parents I know. They are so overprotective of me. They never let me do anything and it's fucking annoying. Like I get that they're  trying to keep their oldest child safe but come on now I'm 15. Let me have some freedom -_- #MexicanProblems

While on YouTube I heard a knock on the door.

"OH MY GOSH IS THAT HIM?" I asked no one in particular.

I ran to the door and my mom could see how excited I was.

"Hay (pronounced hi) calmaté," my mom said. 'Woah calm down'

I opened the door and saw a smiling Paul. I bet I was smiling from ear to ear. I greeted him with a tight hug and told him to come in. I introduced him to my mom and such and they shook hands and Paul was such a gentlemen the whole time. Then my dad came out of his room and I felt something really bad in my stomach. My dad introduced himself as my father with a smile on his face also shaking his hand. What the hell! I don't even know my parents anymore.

We went into my room and Ashley was in there again. She was playing with her dolls that once were mine and she was having a scene where these two girls were fighting.

"Oh is this your sister?" Paul asked me.

Ashley looks over and also asks he who he is.

"Yeah," I told Paul then answering Ashley's question," he's my friend from school"

"Oh....I thought he was your boyfriend" she puts on an innocent cute little face. I swear one minute I hate her and the next I'm taking a bullet for her.

"No Ashley, boys are nasty. Ew!" I say trying to avoid her from having a boyfriend later.

She looks over at him and Paul then introduces himself to her.

"Hi Ashley, my name is Paul I go to school and eat lunch with your sister Leslie," he smiles and stretches his hand out to shake it.

Ashley shyly takes his hand and smiles showing her two front teeth that she doesn't have. Haha she's so ugly. Ever since she lost those teeth I've called her toothless in Spanish. My dad does also.

"Hi," Ashley says quietly.

"Aww! Your so cute," Paul says.

I noticed that Ashley wasn't responding and so I told her.

"¿Qué se dice?" I said 'what do you say?'

"Thank you," she responded quietly.

"You're welcome," Paul smiled.

After we went on my bed and sat down next to each other and we started telling each other about ourselves. He obviously told me about all the times that he got bullied and I told him my bullying stories also. It wasn't easy for either of us. Luckily for me it was over but for him it had recently started in middle school. He told me that in elementary school he never got picked on, he was just quiet so no one really paid attention to him.

I told him that I was bullied all my life except for when I was in pre-school. After kindergarten everything just went down hill.

He told me about one time when Aiden came from behind him and grabbed him from the neck and Aidens friends came up and started punching him in the stomach. Luckily, shortly after his best friend Danny came to the rescue. Honestly. We had hella shit in common😔