Forever Mine//JB

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Kitty

*8 years later*

I am now 24 years old.

As i was sitting in the studio listening to a song that touched me.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

i started crying after the song and my director walked in "kitt, you alright?" he asked "oh yeah, just thinking" i said and he nodded "okay so you wanna get to work on you new song?" he asked "yeah lets go" i said and got up and walked in the booth and put on the headphones and went by the mic and started to rap. Yes, i am a huge rapper, everyone loves me and my music.

Tryna change this world with my lines,
Leaving a legacy every time I spit a rhyme,
Sometimes I wonder if people really take notice,
Of the meaning behind my raps and who wrote this,
Studying lyrical legends critically,
Follow the Lord and live religiously,
Truth is the shit they spit seems so cynical,
Repeat the same shit over and over sounding so clinical,
Rappers brag about the money and the hoes,
Fancy bling fly clothes,
Shit is so recycled they all sound like clones,
Destroy these fakes and reclaim the throne,
Do this shit for the people and the mortgage,
Eating off a bigger plate no more cold porridge,
Paint every line with vivid imagination and thought,
In this game I'm the divinity and I'mma do this til' infinity.

after i was finished i took off the headphones "you wanna do that one and the other one?" my director asked and i nodded and put my headphones back on and began to rap again.

Its about this time the worlds been unbarred around me, its about this time i
break these old cuffs that bound me, im gonna break boundaries ive said this
already: livin or gettin by thats just a flip of the penny i think ill choose my
own side cuz my doubts arent plenty, move to whats lieing ahead now thats like
rollin the dice you cant tell me to plan ahead, but vice versa wud suffice, i
dont fuck with the future cuz look whats going on now forget the past it past i
raised my right hand and vowed,
Left hand on my dead life my strife was living in the crowd had a feeling id
have to get my head outta the clouds, sophmore year and now that struggles
just gotten over i was testing the water wen i found a 4 leaf clover, at this
point in the game nobody stays in lanes it turns to a free for all and everyones
leavin pain, fighting for myself tryna find a claim to fame but everything i
ever wrote just sounds the same am i insane, Shit, i guess i am, my mind keeps
tryna fuck wit me tryna play a scam it wants to lock shit up its an emotional
dam, damn

And all i ever can think is dont fuck wit me my mind-antics push me to the
brink, now its fuck the future fuck the past explore the horizon let my thoughts
outta the glass the new me'll be rising

Ive got twisted strings but ive ignored every sign, this puppets master is the
bad side of his mind since it wud take a mastermind to untie the winded lines im
gonna snip straight thru em start a slate thats finally mine, i now realize that
its my time to shine im inclined to rise and do more than just kickflips and
grinds, my slate will be past great, the brain that was locked will be cocked and
any enemy will defenitley sink a fast eight, thats just my ego talking, and now
that ive grown, ive got my evil walking... squawking about my problems and the
changes ive been making Ive ignited all the torches thatll lead me from the
basement and im dieing to compile all my shit but ive been pacing for the sake
of all thats good i need to solve this shit im faced with, theres way too much
on my plate, feedin it to the dog is not my fate that awaits, i wud push all of
it away but its far more than too late, i said id snip the winded lines ive
settled the debate.

And all i ever had thought is dont fuck wit me my mind-antics stopped bcuz i fought,
now its fuck the future fuck the past explore the horizon let my thoughts outta
the glass the new me'll be rising

after i finished i took my headphones off and walked out the booth "they will be up in 10 on the internet" my director said and i nodded and grabbed my phone and went on twitter and tweeted '@KittGarcia made 2 new awesome rap songs for you guys, hope you love them RT me with a screenshot of you listening to one of them with the hashtag #RapGoddess and i will follow 10 of you who do' and in less then 5 minutes i got 100 screenshots with the hashtag and the hashtag was trending already! and one that caught my eye was a twitter account with the username @JayBieb OMG it is justin!!! i clicked on it and saw he had the screenshot and hashtag then at the end of the text there was  winky face and i blushed and followed him "hey spike can we go to uh, the forest of range lake?" i asked "yeah sure, why?" he asked "no reason, i just want to see someone but you cant come into the forest with me" i said and he nodded

*2 hours later*

"okay, i will be back soon" i said and got out of the car and walked to my old house in the woods and i was facing towards the door and i ran my hands over the railing slowly, admiring my past, what ever happened to my dad? then i heard shuffling and i turned around and it stopped and i saw purple eyes "j-justin?" i questioned then i saw him walk out of the bushes with dark purple eyes and i ran up to him and hugged him tight "i missed you so much" he said between tears and "i missed you to justin" i said then pulled away "i really like your songs, your good at rapping, your really famous to, im proud of you" he said and i smiled and so did he "well, i am all yours now, you can have me now" i said and widened my arms waiting for him to grab me and ran into the house to keep me but all i felt was me being pushed against the wall and i opened my eyes to see him standing in front of me really closely "i know your mine now, and your not going anywhere" he whispered in my ear and i shivered............... so glad i saw his tweet and decided to see him again, he is still sexy as ever ;).................