They Say Hes Bad For Me

chapter 3

Rileys p.o.v.

After i ran out the lunch room i didn't even go to my locker, i went straight to Harper's class, i was the first one there. As more students began walking in, farkle walked in with a worried look and sat behind me.

"Riley are you ok?" farkle whispered in my ear

"Bay window, bay window right in 2 hours." i turned around and said.

Farkle nodded and sat back down in his seat.

.......

As i waited for farkle at the bay window, i am just now realizing, i don't even know what to say to farkle. Did i want him to kiss me?
I feel like a part of me really wanted to but the other half of me was telling me it was a bad idea. I just feel really confused about my feelings.
Farkle then opened my window and climbed inside.

"hey" he said quietly

"Hey." i said.

We sat there in awkward silence until it was broken by farkle.

"Riley im sorry. I never should have leaned in-"

"You didn't want to kiss me?" i interrupted

His eyes grew wide and he hesitated to answer
"Yes yes of course i wanted to kiss you, ive wanted to kiss you for as long as i can remember." he said feeling relieved to finally say his feelings.

I furrowed my brows and shuffled nervously.

"Im confused about my feelings, i actually wanted you to kiss me, thats why im so confused i...."

Farkles face beamed when i said those words

"You wanted to kiss me?" he said trying to hide a smile.

"Yeah, but farkle my point is that....i need to figure out if i truly like you, and there's only one way i know how to do that." i said growing more nervous

"What is it?" farkle said
I let out a deep breath and stood up straight.

"Close your eyes." i said to farkle

Farkle grew a confused expression

"What? Why?" he said

"Just do it Please," i said pleading.

Farkle nodded and closed his eyes"Ok there closed."

I took another deep breath and moved closer to farkle putting both hands on his cheeks and slowly leaning in, feeling the warmth of his breath get closer and closer. Farkle felt me get closer and furrowed his brows

"Riley what are you-"

He was interuppeted by my lips softly hitting his.

I felt farkle let out a quiet gasp before sinking into the kiss.

He put his arms around me and began to kiss back, as he did i felt a strange feeling shower over me, a feeling I've never known even existed, but it felt great.
I began kissing more passionately moving closer and farkle began kissing harder. Our lips were moving in perfect sync, as our mouths explored eachothers.
Me and farkle eventually stopped to catch our breath, i could feel my heart pounding and farkle had this glow around him as he was breathing heavily also with a huge smile matching mine.
It was then i realized that farkle had at some point during the kiss got me to lay down on the bay window, while he was hovered over me.
Me and farkle stared into eachothers eyes intensely and just contined catching our breath, enjoying this new wonderful feeling.

Just then my dad walked into the room, i quickly pushed farkle off of me and moved away but it was too late, my dad looked angry.

My dad stared at farkle before chasing him out the window, i grabbed my dads foot before he could get out the window to chase farkle down the street.

My dad climbed back into the window and locked it.

"Dad we wasn't doing anything!" i said

"Whatever i seen was enough for me!" my dad said freaking out

"Whats going on?" my mom said running in

"Topanga, riley and farkle were doing stuff." my dad said angry

My mom raised her eyebrows and crossed her arms.
"What kind of stuff?"

My dad and mom was now staring at me waiting for me to answer.

"...ok we were kissing, but that was it!" i said

"YOU KISSED FARKLE!?" auggie said from behind my mom

"Your grounded for the rest of your life." my dad said pointing at me.

"Cory!" topanga said

"Topanga?!" my dad pointing at me

Him and my mom shared looks until my dad sighed and looked mad.
"Fine, we'll talk about this later." he said before storming out of the room mumbling under his breath like a child.

I gave my mom a silent thank you and she smiled and nodded her head before taking auggie and closing the door.

"I knew they would end up together." i heard auggie say as the door closed.

I let out a big sigh and plopped down on my bed.
Well, i know one thing is for sure, i love farkle, and it took me until now to realize. as all these new feelings for him are hitting me all at once, i couldn't help but smile myself to sleep that night.