Chapter One

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by Ladiikeiii

by Ladiikeiii

Chapter One

My name is Kimbella Wilburn, and i'm a 26 years old virgin i want to find a man who would love me for me and spend time with me not just want to hit me up on social media and only ask for my number just so he can get what's between my legs. I have not found one man who actually wanted me for me and to actually ask me on a date and take me out and wanted me as a girlfriend. that makes me feel like no guy wants me. when i'm honest guys thinks i'm hateful or mean when i'm sweet and nice guys like to talk crap to me. it's like nothing i do is good enough for any man.

no one knows how lonely i get and want to go out to places and spend time with a guy that i'm dating we going to movies, museums anything that's an outdoors activity. we can go to sports events. heck we can go laser tagging and painting balling go cart races. i don't want to ask God to send me someone because you can end up with someone you don't want. but i can't wait for the day come when i guy would call me his girl and show me off and we have kids together and be happy. when and if i get into a serious relationship my plan is to move to the mountains that's where i want to live. get a new fresh start i think i do need to get away from family something because they stress me out when they think they don't.

Just because I'm always home not technically but it's like they want me to do thing for them always but when it comes to me no one in my family care to help or ask me how i'm feeling or how my day was only thing they come for me for is to give them money, buy them things and babysit their kids it's like why can't you do anything for me for once. just once do you even care?

Just like with me going to college the first thing my mom said to me was you gone give me some money i know i'm not gonna work now once you get that job. like really? that's the first thing you can say to me ? hell i even did her homework for her when she went back and got her high school diploma but i feel like i don't get appreciated for anything i do for these people i just want to be loved and be happy that's all i want in life besides achieving my goals and accomplishing them.