One Shot Compilations

Fade

I'm just a girl at the background. The one who always fades away to her own world.

"Such a weird girl."

"I wonder if she even has friends."

"Probably not."

I have friends. Friends that always lets me down. Friends that always showcase my mistakes eventhough it's an 'accident'. Have they even considered what I really meant? Have they even considered how I felt?

"I wonder if she is even smart."

"She might be stupid- Wait scratch that. She is stupid. Haha!"

"A stupid dumb crybaby, I may add. Haha!"

Stupid? Dumb? Crybaby? Am I really that? All these time I've been deaf to their laughs. I may be clumsy but I'm NOT stupid and dumb. I'm not a crybaby. I'm just very sentimental about things. Have they ever wondered what 'respect' means?

I may look tough as a lion but I'm sensitive as a puppy. I may be hard as a rock but I can be soft as a feather.

I never thought on how I will show the 'real' me to the world. Should I make the first move? Or just back out?

Who am I really?

I'm lost...

And I don't have anyone at my side...

I looked above and prayed silently through my silent tears. I pleaded for signs. Signs that will show me the way...

Escape...

I've always thought of it but never in my life that I would've done it.

Escape...

Make it stop.

Escape...

I don't want to. I need to find myself.

Escape...

I want to live.

Escape...

With that I'm lost deeply in a forest of darkness and all is left is a girl who fades at the background.

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AN: I just needed to let out some of my emotions here. 

I know that I haven't really update to much these days and the finals are coming so I'll try my best to make an update tomorrow or the other day.

I promise once the finals are done I'll be back on writing.

Have a nice day! God Bless :*