I was thinking

I was simply thinking

Btw this is going to be an incredibly random chapter so please be prepared...stay awesome!!

Chapter 1

Does having a heart mean that you are capable of loving?

Come on, ofcause not. After all, a heart is just a cardio vascular organ that keeps us alive. Which I also dont seem to fathom seeing that this life is not worth living.

No but...

Dont 'but' me, trust me I'm the smarter one here. Besides, why ask when you are only going to disagree with the answer.

Argh great! now I'm having an intimately stupid conversation with myself...in my head...again.

I'm just trying really hard to keep my mind off things. It is the day before Mothers Day, and some how I've been thinking about my mother (biological) alot.
My amazing mother, the one who gave birth to me, brought me to this terrible world, then named me 'Her' and dumped me at some orphanage, was probably a lovely woman in distress and...err where exactly was I getting to with this?
Yep, I'm seriously going around the bend, but thats probably what happens when theres not even one person on this Earth you know that you share the same blood with.

Speaking of blood, the door in my room was left ajar so my brother's pet tortoise named Fishblood just crawled in, after what seemed to be an eternity of crawling.

I sat on the wooden floor next to the mat waiting for it to come closer (so that i can push it back and watch it slowly crawl up to me again, and repeat the whole routine over and over until i reach a point of satifaction)

Ok yeah that was just the first chapter...i can be really random sometimes but you will get a hang of it, bare with me. Please vote and comment plzzzz. I would really love to hear from u guys...❤