Blessing in Disguise - [Niall Horan]

Part 7

ELLA's POV

I can't grasp what's happening. When I boarded that plane I never dreamed that this would happen. I don't regret anything. I met five great guys and I don't want to lose them, ever. There are girls who would give everything just to take a photo with them or catch a glimpse of them in person. But Lina and I spent our free time in London with them. And on top of that I ended up with Niall and Lina with Harry. After all it was expected that everyone would want to know what's happening with me.

I admit, I was completely shocked when I opened my Facebook and Twitter. Some of my old schoolmates want to meet me, saying we haven't seen each other in a while. Oh, please, why did you think of me now all of a sudden and not before. People only want to be around you when they can benefit from your friendship. I saw on their profiles that they are One Direction fans. Oh, where is this world coming to?

I don't want to change. I don't want to be this famous person that everyone would recognize behind every corner. But can I still avoid it? Probably not, but I wish I could. It's amazing how your life can turn upside-down in just one day. Suddenly the press is writing bad and good stuff about you. You get mixed reviews from their fans. Maybe I can get used to it, but now I need the support from Niall and my family. I know Lina is in the same situation as I am, so I strongly believe we can make it if we stick together. Everything just came so spontaneous and unexpected.

LINA's POV

Ella came out of the hospital yesterday, finally. We all know she's not completely healed, but me and the boys still decided to take her to the seaside for a relaxing day, before the boys leave to go home and prepare for the tour.

The house was a complete wreck. Harry lost his Converse and Liam didn't know where he left his jacket, the only jacket that he brought with him. Everyone was running around the house, confused.

“Boys, please. Ella and Niall are arriving in half an hour.” I said.

“We'll be ready soon, love. I just need to find my shoes.” Harry replied.

“How can you lose your shoes?”

“Come on, this is not the first time.” he laughed.

Half an hour passed and the boys still weren't ready. Obviously they need more time to get ready in the morning than your average girl.

“Louis, come on, get out of the bathroom.”

“Yes, Harry, right away. I just need a little bit more hairspray.”

“Louis, open up. I need the mirror.” Zayn added.

I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I burst out laughing. This is something you don't see every day. “Boys, what's up with you today? What's going on? You are completely unorganized. We leave in 5 minutes. Niall and Ella are already here. Who will drive?”

“I can drive.” Harry happily offered.

“Deal. Niall will be driving Ella's car. One or two can join them.”

“I'll go with Niall.” Liam said.

“Me too.” Zayn added.

“And I'll ride with Harry.” we heard Louis' voice from the bathroom.

ELLA's POV

Hello, sea. I was so happy that they took me to the seaside for our last day together. The sea is cold and unsuitable for swimming, but I was more than happy to be here. I want to spend some quality time with Niall and the others. I can't imagine my life without them anymore.

We were walking along the shore and it was wonderful. I could feel the breeze in my hair and the warmth of Niall's hand in mine. If only this moment could last forever. But I know that like all moments, this too will pass. Starting with tomorrow, everything will be different. The boys will go prepare for their tour that will last 'till October 30th. I don't want to think about it, not today.

NIALL's POV

“Good morning, Ella.” I greeted her.

“I don't think it's a good morning at all.”

I didn't know what to say, this was very hard for me too. I could see her pain and I also felt miserable. I'm going home today, because of the tour and I won't get to be with her anymore. So many thoughts were running through my head.

“What are we going to do?” I said.

“We won't see each other for such a long time, I don't know if I can survive this. This is so difficult. Why?”

“Ella, I already told you.”

“What?”

“I love you.” I said and meant it.

“No, Niall, please. Let's turn back time to where we didn't know each other yet.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“I don't think I can handle the pressure. I can't make it without you. Let's just forget about each other.”

“Ella?” I was totally shocked by this. I couldn't believe the words that were coming from her mouth. “You don't want me anymore?” I asked, quietly.

“I do. That's the problem. We'll have to spend so much time apart. I don't think I can do it.”

My eyes were watering. I didn't want to say it, but I was thinking the same thing.

“But forgetting each other would be impossible.” I said.

“If I could get over Nick I can get over anyone.”

ELLA's POV

I couldn't believe that I just said those words. I could see the pain in his eyes. He turned away, but I could see his eyes watering.

“Niall, I didn't mean it like that. I can't compare you to Nick.”

He stood up and went to the bathroom. After a long while he returned. He was quiet and didn't say a thing. I knew what I have done, but this kind of life is impossible. How can I survive so much time away from him? I will get over him someday, I must. I know the memories will keep coming back, but... Why? Why did I have to go on this stupid exchange in the first place. I hate London, I hate everything!

I was watching him pack his bags and walk down the stairs. The rest of the boys were waiting for him in the taxi outside. I followed him out, so that I could at least give him a friendly goodbye. The boys got out of the taxi and immediately noticed something was wrong. They knew each other too well to hide anything. They stepped up to me, one by one.

“Ella, have a nice time, and don't forget about us.”

“Thank you Liam. You too.”

“I hope this is not what it looks like. Have a good time.”

“Yes Louis, don't worry.”

“Ella, darling, have fun and we'll see you soon.”

“Thanks Harry, you too.”

“It was nice staying here and I hope to see you soon.”

“Thank you Zayn. Good luck with the concerts.”

It was hard saying goodbye to them. I was terrified. I looked over at Niall, who was putting his suitcase in the trunk. He looked at me. I started shaking, like never before. I felt so bad. I didn't know what to do. I noticed he moved closer to me. He came up to me and gave me a massive hug. I broke down in tears.

“I love you and I will wait for you. It's all up to you now. I hope you didn't mean what you said earlier.” he said and left.