Dear world,
I'm sorry for all that I've done and I know that I made a promise not to cut but I'm sorry I have to its all my fault I lost someone today and it's really hard and every day I just get lowered by my self-esteem and it's been getting harder and harder for me to breathe and the last thing I told him was that I loved him with my body heart and soul to death. And he didn't know I literally just meant it and I was going to end my life but then he walked in and stopped me and then he ran off and slit his wrist and he saw the scars that were on my wrists and I ended up in the hospital and today 1/21/2016 he committed suicide and it's all my fault and right now I feel like this blade is my only friend and the song baby don't cut it like my life but instead he ended up killing himself because I was cutting its all my fault and I'm going to end my life I'm sorry I know I made a promises not to cut but I can't go on with life I'm sorry but this is the end.....
Love,
Mercedes Renee Guerra
