Six Feet UnderGround

School Day From Hell

Rushing to school actually really helped me to clear my mind for a couple of minutes about my dream but with something almost traumatizing you can't forget much. I'm not that worried about being late because no one really even cares about me. I go to my locker right across from the boys bathroom quite ironic. I put my backpack in the locker onto the hooks and grab all that is needed for the first class of the day Science with Ms. Evers.

I walk into class with a dirty glare from Ms. Evers and pretty much the entire class. The only few desks open are in the front or in the way back and instead of walking through a crowd of people who have a deep disregard for me, I take a seat in the front of the class and try to fit in like that ever works out for anybody. After, a long lecture and a few notes here and there along with the people in the back of the classroom whispering things back and fourth a few that are about me and I can also look down at the floor t the multiple crumpled up papers that have been thrown at me. Isn't school so grand! I really don't understand why people can be like this to other people. The human race is definitely bound to crash and burn. The bell rings and every crowds out the doorway with me still packing up my stuff because I really don't feel like getting smashed out through the doorway. I quickly go to my locker and just stand there for a while thinking about the dream. Why is it recurring and also so vivid? Does it just make me insane that even though it terrifies me, the dream isn't that horrible. With Laura gone and out of my life everything would go back to normal or at least as normal as things can get ever since we moved here. Even with these deep thoughts I couldn't help but feel someone a man's voice saying my name. I come back to reality and turn around. To my surprise it's Casper, the one person who has really been next to me throughout my whole life. Even with Cassandra's death which is something I don't want to get into. I hug Casper tightly and almost start to cry, he is just a person I look up to so much.

"Casper, What are you doing here, I thought you still had to wait like two weeks until you could move?" I ask still very curious of why he's here.

" My parents wanted to move a little earlier to get away from everything... Still a lot of bad thoughts around the house that go back and fourth." He says with mixed emotions.

" Well... I'm not complaining it's so great to see you again!" I say excited but start to feel sad because all the memories of Cassandra rush back to me.

" I know it feels like forever, we need to catch up." He says anxious and writes his number on a piece of paper.

" I'll make sure to catch up but I should head to class I can't be late to next period."

We give each other a quick friendly hug and walk to our classes which are sadly separated. Even though seeing Casper was great being reminded of everything I tried to leave behind me isn't a great feeling. I walk into Social Studies and take a seat before I almost start to cry. The class goes by fast just reviewing over vocabulary from the day before. The next two classes are boring and are full of people I can hear whisper lies about me. People actually think Casper and I are dating because of our few hugs in the hall before social studies. The only thing that happens to be a happy thought is after this next bell lunch starts which is something I could really use at this point in time. The teacher tells us to pack our things and in about three minutes the bell to heaven rings. I rush out of class to make sure I have no interaction with the people around me because the only fondness I have to share with anyone is with Casper for reasons I won't explain in great detail.  My locker isn't far at all, all I have to do is turn two corners go down a stair case and go through the gymnasium a few more corners and then a hallway down is locker 162 my one and only locker. Yeah, so simple! I put all my stuff away and rush to lunch I really want to talk more with Casper he is the one person right now I think who can really get my minds off of things.