my bullies

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I felt myself slam against the locker. A tear dripped down my face. "Don't cry. You're not worth it." Carters voice boomed in my head. He punched my face and I winced.

I grabbed my books off the floor. They all laughed as I felt a foot hit my head, slamming it onto a lock. "Later bitch. I mean slut. I mean fat ass. I mean Alyssa." Shawn laughed along with everyone at his own joke.

I felt pain rush to my head and I heavily sighed back the tears and grabbed my books again. "Here let me help." I heard Camerons voice down the hall. Did he know they just did that?

"You're so clumbsy." He chuckled as he bent down to help me. "Yeah." I mutrered as I speed walked away.

I wonder what would happen if he knew someone beat me? I stepped into math, first period. Crap. The only open seat was next to Nash. Nash doesnt bully me, but I did have a major crush on him.

He is of course is my brothers best friend. I skipped a grade, which means for one i am freakishly smart, and two I am a junior when I am supposed to be a soft moore. I sat down and tried my best to ignore him.

Cameron walked in a couple seconds later. "Hey dude." Nash says doing some wierd hand shake. "Dude I just met a group of cool dudes outside. We should totally hang with them." nash spoke.

"Cool, who?" my brother asked. "I think like carter and a bunch of other guys."

I tensed. A lump formed in my throat. They beat me up everyday after. What if they started doing it too?

"Yeah. After school. They said we should join them." My bother nonchalantly nodded to that.

"You ok, sis?" My brother asked. I nodded rapidly.

Lunch came around and I sat next to Mahogany, my best friend. My only friend.

"What did they do today?" She asked, looking down. "Same old. Same old, but today they asked Cam and Nash to join them after school. For one, they don't know hes my brother, and two he doesnt know I get bullied by them."

Mahogany smiled, "yes. I've been waiting for you to tell your brother and Nash will protect you too." She nudged my shoulder and winked when she said nash. I blushed.

I felt a liquid on my head and I looked up to see Matthew. Everyone laughed except Mahogany. "Thats what you get for existing. Just kill yourself already. Do us a favor." He said before pulling my hair and sneaking his arm around my stomach and punching.

I winced in pain. "Shut up." he yelled. Mahogany stood up and punched him in the face.

I got up and ran to the bath room. "You don't deserve to live." I yelled silently at myself. "Youre worthless. People would be better off without you. No one wants to be around you. The world would be happier with out me."

I took out my blade that I have ever used. I never have cut.

I wasn't planning on cutting my wrist. I held it up to my throat. "Goodbye world." I whimpered.

I started to pressl it to my skin when I felt it fling from my hands. "No." I cried, reaching for it again. I felt hands wrap around me."Let me. Die. I want to." I cried trying to loosen her grip. I eventually gave in and collapsed on Mahoganys lap. "Lets go." She whispered a couple minutes later.
We walked to class.

***

School ended and I walked out of school. I walked behind the school. I know I should not show up, but if I don't, it gets bad.

I dropped my backpack and walked to the center of the wall. The first couple boys showed up. "Early?" Carter asked.

"Then I guess we can start the preview." He shoved me to the floor and kicked my stomach. Matt walked up to me, picked me up and shoved me against the wall. He twisted my wrist, and jabbed my stomach.

I cried in pain. "So what are we doing behind the school?" I heard Nash. Matt once again shoved me to the ground hard.

Tears were forming. Matt walked away, "Everyday we beat the shit out of...this." He walked back and turned me over.

I heard footsteps running from the school. "Stop. You don't have to do this everyday." Mahogany came up to me.

I looked up to see Nash with anger in his eyes. He turned to pumch Matt "Dont. Im not worth punching for. Let's just get it over with." I stood up and walked to Matt. Nash and Mahogany grabbed my arms.

Matt and Jack G pulled me back. They all tug of wared with me. I loosened my grip and fell to the ground. I pulled myself up and ran.

Ran right into...


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