Sangs POV
"Sang, pumkin, get up."
"Nu uh." I knew it was Dr. Green, and that he needed to go to the bathroom, he was also paged, but I didnt want him to go.
"Pumkin." He chuckled. I smirked and rolled off him. My IV tugged but it wasnt to painful.
"Im sending North in." I nodded and listened to his comforting footsteps as he left.
I was about to dose off again when I heard Norths footsteps stopping in the door.
"Is she still awake?" He thought.
"Yes."
"Fuck." he whispered and walked to the bed. He layed down next to me and pulled me into his chest so that he was spooning me.
"You scared me baby." He growled.
I blushed at the nickname.
You know hes not going to be able to read your thoughts to. Nahee grumbled.
Thank god for that. I grumbled back.
"Im sorry."
"You have to appoligize to Silas, Gabe, Luke, and Kota." He sighed and played with my hair, smoothing it down on my head.
"They found you."
I tear up and snuggle more into North's broad chest. I really didnt think that I would have survived at the time. I also didnt really care.
"We found your note." He whispered sounding slightly scared.
My eyes widen and Amity flashes me back to while I was writing it.
I grab a piece of paper and pen and start writing.
"Im sorry I couldnt be what you wanted me to be. I wish that I was the perfect child.
Mother, I hope that you get better and that Marie takes good care of you. Thank you for punishing me when I was out of line and keeping me out of trouble. I hope that if you find me you will not be sad. I am very sorry for not living up to the little girl you wanted me to be.
Marie, I am incredibly sad that we werent closer. I miss the old times back in Illinois when we would play the little games. Do you remember when we tried to make an igloo out of the snow drifts when I was in fifth grade on a snow day? I wish that we would still be like that. I love you.
Father, I wish that we were closer. Thank you for working and keeping our house usable. Thank you for keeping us out of poverty.
I am really sorry it has come to this. I couldnt take it anymore. Im not needed, and nobody wants me here. I knew that this would be easier than running away and possibly getting abducted or hurt. I know that you all dont really love me and I was willing to ignore that fact for all of these years. But I realized that if I died it would be easier for all of you and that you wouldnt need to worry about me anymore.
I love you all.
Even if you didnt love me. I hope you remember that you were all important to me.
Love,
Sang Sorenson"
I wiped a small tear out of the corner of my eye and set the note down where I know that they will see it.
I hope you forgive me.
The boys I met at the table today flash through my mind and I cant help but hope that Im doing a favor for them to and getting out of there hair.
I go and sit in front of the door..."
I start crying and North comforts me.
"Baby I need you here. I know that we've only known you for a few days but I would miss you. I cant get you out of my head."
I start sobbing, my nose running and shoulders shaking, and yet North still comforts me. He tucks his arm underneath my head as
a pillow and comforts me with kind words.
About ten minutes later my tears queled and I felt North kiss the back of my head.
"Your parents are being charged." I stiffened but knew that they deserved it.
"Your father is being charged for neglect and your moms being charged for abuse." He started rubbing my sides again.And for once I was able to block out all of the extra thoughts, my angel, my devil, and the little buzzing that I had from the pain meds. I concentrated on North's voice.
"Your mothers getting off for pleading insanity. She has to go through care though." He explained that my father was in full crime but paid a fine or something to get out of it. I have a harrassment prevention order and a restraining order. Which I am pretty sure is the same thing, on both parents and they cant come close to me.
"What am I suppose to do if they dont follow the rules?"
"You have a peice of paper."
"What am I suppose to do? Throw it at them!?" I giggled at the image and North chuckled. His chest rumbling nicely.
"I dont know baby. But your not going to be alone anymore." He whispered and kissed the soft space between my shoulder and neck. I sighed and turned over, wincing as the IV tugged again.
"Whats wrong." North growled.
"Nothing."
He grunted and turned over onto his back while pulling me softly so I was draped over his chest.
"I could get used to this." He sighed. I giggled.
He yawned and told me to sleep. He fell asleep a few minutes later. I counted his heart beats and breaths and fell asleep to the soft rythm of his heart.
