The light behind her eyes

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Sangs POV

I woke up to a annoying beeping and a strange pull to my wrists.

Thats because you tried to kill yourself you idiot!

Shush Nahee! Sang are you feeling all right?

Dont you tell me to shush! I will be quiet when I wanna be quiet you winged rat!

I would deffinetly be sent to an asylum if someone managed to crack the lock on my brain. I open my eyes and look into the semi- lit hallway outside of the hospital room.

I feel a tear slip when I remember the note I wrote. My punishment will be aweful if Mother found it what was I thinking!

I hear footsteps coming closer and close my eyes. I feel a warmth of comfort spread into my chest and sigh giving away to the person I am not sleeping. I smell ginger and citrus and peek open one eye.

"How are you miss Sang?" He asks me with sad eyes. I look away and feel tears start to pool in my eyes.

"You know we really need to stop meeting like this dont you say." He chuckled sadly and sat heavily down in the chair next to my bed.

"You really did a number on yourself pumpkin. Your heart stopped for a couple of seconds. It really gave me a scare." His voice cracked. He picked up my hand gingerly and kissed the stiches on my wrist.

"Im sorry." I whisper. My throat is hoarse with tears. I dont even know him that well but he's showing me such kindness. When I finally look into his eyes they are sad, not the playfull happy I already like. I shake my head because he's my teacher and it's not normal. But then again, when has my life ever been normal.

"Your not going to have very much control or strength in your hands and wrists for awhile." He says and kisses my hand softly again. I look over at him and gives him a small smile.

"I guess its karma for being stupid." I choke out. I start cryign when he shakes his head swiftly.

"Pumpkin, darling, sweetie," he tries to comfort me while rubing my tears away.

"When people are upset or depressed like you are, certain things can trigger certain amotions." He presses a kiss to my forhead and whispers against my sking.

"I dont ever want to lose you Sang. I barely know you and I already cant stand the thought of losing you." I felt wetness fall on my cheeks and realize hes crying.

I lift my hand and touch his next to bring him in for a hug. He comforted me with a hug, Im sure he needs to be comforted to.

He stiffens and then relaxes completely and hugs me back around the cords. He stands up and I am now taken in with his whole appearance.

Hes wearing slightly baggy washed out jeans and a light blue-ish tee shirt. He has ruffled hair like he has been running his hands through it. The bags under his eyes catch my attention.

"You havent been sleeping." I meant it as a question but it came out more of a statement.

"Well this little girl I already want forever just was hospitalized and I kind of freaked out when she didnt wake up for twenty eight hours". I sigh and look away, he chuckles and crosses around to the other side of the big hospital bed and pulls bakc the blankets.

"Is it ok if I spend the night with you? I dont really want to take my eyes off of you." He breathes out a breath like he was holding it when I nod.

"Im not going to try again." I say quietly after getting in and tucking me into his side.

"I know, cause im not leaving you alone ever again." He says kissing my ear. I sigh and snuggle into him. I dont know why but my angel and devil sigh with me in content. Im completely comfortable for the first time in a while.

When I start to drift off into dream land I cant help but think im closing this chapter of my life. Like everything is going to be better after this.

Seans POV

I take comfort in knowing Sang is safe and sound in my arms. Me and my brothers all felt it when her heart stopped. It felt as if my heart stopped with her.

I wasnt aloud in the opperating room becasue im to close to her. Even though I just met her.

When doc Roberts texted me and told me she was awake I hopped up and left he waiting room so fast I feel like the road runner on that luny tunes show.

We explained to all the other boys about Sang and her extra people living inside of her and the fact that she could read minds. Most of the boys didnt believe that she could do all of that so we have to ask one of them to make an appearance. Hopefully the angel but either one is good.

I feel her snuggle into me more and I hear a chuckle. When I look up I am met with the old wise eyes of Doc Roberts.

"Your gonna have to be carefull with that one. Shes a keeper I can tell." He says quietly his eyes trained on Sang.

"Of course I am gonna keep her. Shes gorgous and nice and smart and pretty the list goes on and on." I say smiling down at her. I dont care how long I have know her for. Shes mine now.

"I look forward to the wedding then."

"Of course you do." I say with a tight heart. I know the odds of actually marrying her are slim because all of the boys are supposedly suppose to fall for her to.

Sang Green. Its odd but I like it.

I smile down at her. She will never be hurt again.

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