No more cutting [emo/goth boy x reader]

Chapter 3: Kisses and Movies

He looked deep into my eyes I was shocked. Did he really say he loved me? It wasn't possible. He couldn't love me. I searched his face for any sign that he was joking but I saw nothing. He really did love me.

Tears threatening to fall I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him close. I held him so close and tight as though he might leave if I let him go.

I didn't say anything.

"Yes and I know I just met you but I could tell that you needed someone. You were screaming out but no one heard you. I'd been in the same place as you before"

He moved his bracelets away to show many scars on his wrist.

"I saw pain in your eyes and when those girls were talking about you I just snapped"

"Brandon I-" I had no words I just stared at him.

"Its ok if you don't like me back" he looked down sadly.

"Brandon I-I-I" I couldn't say it so I reached up to his cheek gently guiding his gaze from the ground to mine.

As soon as his eyes met mine I got on my tippy toes and pressed my lips to his softly. (a/n I'm short so you get to be short with me :3) I could tell his eyes were wide open so I pulled away putting my feet back on the ground looking down. Until he put both hands on either side of my face and pulled me into a gentle kiss.

I felt my face flush a deep red as I melted into the kiss and closed my eyes. I hugged his neck as his hands fell to my waist pulling me closer to him while I angled my face to deepen the kiss. We pulled away for air and put our foreheads against each others.

"You wanna go to my house till school's over"

"If I'll be with you yes" I told him making him grin.

He grabbed my bag and his own and grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers. We were almost at his door when I noticed something, he lived right across the street from me. I giggled as an idea popped into my head making Brandon look over with a small smile.

"Whats so funny Y/n?"

"eep! It's nothing" I tried to hide my smile but I couldn't help it.

Before I knew what was happening he had me pinned to the wall. His hands places gently on both of my own holding me there. He looked into my eyes smirking at how vulnerable I was.

"Are you gonna tell me now" he said.

"Do you really want to know" i asked ushering him closer.

He nodded and came closer. As soon as his face got close enough i kissed him softly. He started to melt loosening his grip, giving me enough time to escape. I sprinted across the street to my house. I reached the door and pulled out my key but before i could put it in the lock. I felt a pair of familiar arms picked me up by my waist and threw me over their shoulder making me squeal in suprise.

My attacker ran back across the street and through the door of Brandon's house throwing me on the couch hovering over me. He smiled down at me and kissed my nose making a deep red brush across my face.

"Did i scare you" he said.

"I dont know maybe" i said smiling at him and giggling.

"Was that your house"

"Yeah but i dont know why my mom isn't home yet she usually is." i said letting my smile fade thinking of all the terrible things she's said and done to me making my eyes water a little.

"Hey no more crying ok im here for you and i always will be" he sat down pulling me into his lap holding me close to his body sharing his warmth with me.