No more cutting [emo/goth boy x reader]

Chapter 5 don't leave me...

ALRIGHT!!!!! Lets get this chapter going! But first I would like to thank all of you guys for reading my story and getting it all the way to 1.7k! I cant thank you enough but maybe I can thank you with some new chapters! As always STAY FABULOUS!!!! 

Brandon's pov (when *cough* bitch*cough* Cathryn kissed him)

I was shocked when Cathryn kissed me. This whore wasn't getting the message was she? This time She was gonna get it. I glanced to the side seeing Y/n with a shocked expression on her face. When I tried to push her off she pulled away slightly and whispered very quietly.

"Kiss back or I'll make life a living hell for her." she  said glancing towards Y/n and kissed me again this time I kissed her back.

I knew she'd be heart broken seeing this. I couldn't stand this girl kissing me. But I had no choice I didn't know what this girl could do. When she finally pulled back she smirked knowing that that messed up Y/n. I looked towards her and saw a mix of sadness and hatred in her eyes. I reached out to her stuttering her name but she stopped me.

I looked into her saddened eyes and watched sadly as a few tears slipped down her cheeks. I wanted to wipe them away, hold her, tell her why that happened...but she looked like she would kill if someone touched her. I watched as she walked up to Cathryn and punched her in the face making me flinch. Cathryn's friends looked like they were about to run.

Y/n started to yell at her. She sat on the ground with her hand on her face where Y/n punched her...I think I saw blood. I looked back to Y/n tears still running down her face. She slowly backed up and started running. I called after her but she didn't stop. I turned back to Cathryn who was now on her feet with the help of her minions.

When she looked up to me I slapped her knocking her back on her ass.

"SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!? I don't get how you've made it this long in life with out someone killing you. I hope your happy with yourself!" I said glaring at her then running off to  find Y/n.

I stopped at a corner and looked around. I soon saw her she was only a few yards away but there were a lot of people on this street. I started running after her and lost her half way to her house. I felt a drizzle and realized it was raining. I put my hood on and ran the rest of the way to her house. I tried to open the door but soon found it was locked. 'Well that means she is here' I thought to myself. I started to bang on the door but she wouldn't answer.

I ran around the back and tried to open the door. To my surprise it opened. I walked in and ran up the stairs. I heard soft crying coming from the first door on the right and tried to open the door. Locked. I took a step backwards and kicked the door down. As soon as I did I found Y/n laying on her bed her h/l h/c spread behind her. When I saw her arm I was horrified. There was a deep cut in her left fore arm going up her arm not across...she was trying to kill herself. 

"OH MY GOD! Y/N! WHAT DID YOU DO?! " I said my eyes becoming glassy from fear of her dying. "No not while I'm around."

I got up and started rummaging around for something to stop the blood.  I found a white cloth and wrapped it tightly around her arm. Aunt Christy being a nurse she taught me some stuff when she could. I picked her up bridal style very gently and walked down the stars through the front door and into my house.

I went straight up to Christy's room and laid her on the bed. After I did I called her and told her that I needed her immediatly.

~time skip~

After Aunt Christy came home she told me to wait out side of the room. I sat in the hallway one leg out and the other bent slightly. Now it's been...47 minutes since she came out. I buried my face in my hands crying. It's been so long since I cried it felt really weird. I was shaking from fear that she might be dead. As a few tears slipped down my cheeks I remembered that her beanie fell off and it was in my pocket. I gently reached in my pocket and pulled it out. I looked at it with saddened expression. I brought it up to my face and inhaled the smell. It smelled like f/s *favorite scent*. It smelled like her...

As a few tears fell down my cheeks onto the cloth I heard the door open. I shot up seeing Aunt Christy walk out the door. Her expression was solumn. She sighed and said.

"Brandon she may not wake up for a while." She sighed and whispered "She may not wake up at all..."

I looked at her shocked. She may not wake up. It echoed in my mind. The last thing I did was betray her trust.

"S-she lost  a lot of blood and- I'm sorry Brandon"

I brushed passed her and into the room where Y/n was. She was laying on Christy's bed her lips and face were deathly pale. Her beautiful h/c was spread out on the pillow her head lay on. I sat on the chair next to her and sighed holding her limp hand.

"I'm...I'm sorry Y/n..."