Big fight

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1 year  later .... Let me tell y'all what happened I released my album and it placed on top on billboard I was so happy Shawn and I told our fans we were dating and right now we're in the living room watching tv i saw Shawn phone buzz I got it for him and looked on the phone and my heart broke It said baby b (Becky g) babe I miss you dump camila. I threw the phone at the wall you know you could have told me you weren't happy. What Camilla Shawn said you cheated on me get the fuck out of my face Shawn. No Camilla he got in my face I started to hit him you little bitch I yelled. Cam stop no i was here first Austin cheats on me with her you do am I not good enough for you. There were tears pouring down my face. Your the most beautiful person in the world. I slid down the wall then why did you cheat on me. I ran up stairs to the bathroom and got my razor cam stop don't hurt yourself. Why know one loves me so why am I here. I love you Shawn said. No you love the thought of me if you really in love with me then you wouldn't have cheated. I got up I'm done Shawn. What no cam I love you please don't leave me there were tears pouring down his face. Well what do you want me to me to say Shawn you know I love you but I can't stay here why you are cheating. I'm sorry. Oh well you should have thought about that before you cheated. I walked down the stairs I'll have everything you gave me here by tomorrow. No cam your not leaving. But I am bye I walked out and got in my car  and cried until I couldn't cry no more. I gave him nothing but love and he cheated on me I thought he was my soulmate. I drove to the studio. This is how I let out my pain. I got in the booth  and started to sing (Beyonce broken hearted girl) your everything I thought you never were and everything I thought you could have been but still you live inside of me. So tell me how is that your the only one I wish I could forget the only one I love to not forget. And though you break my heart your the only one and though there are times when I hate you cause I can't erase. The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face and even know why I hate you it pains me to say.i know I'll be there at the end of the dayyyy. I don't wanna be with out you baby I don't wanna broken heart. Don't wanna take a breath without u babe. I don't wanna play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't wanna love you in no kinda way no no. I don't wanna a broken heart and I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl no-o no-o no broken hearted girlll. Im no broken hearted girlll. There's something that I feel I need to say butt up to know I've always been afraid that you wouldn't come around and still I wanna put this out you say you have the most respect of me but sometimes I feel your not deserving me. ( pretend she finished it) I got out the booth.
that was amazing you know. I looked up.........

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