gaano kasakit tanggapin sa sarili mo
na ang taong kinaiinisan at halos isumpa mo noon,
ay sobrang minamahal at namimiss mo ngayon?
the catch is, mula noon hanggang ngayon,
wala siyang pakialam at hindi niya inaacknowledge ang existence mo.
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CLOE's POV
Now Playing- IF YOU (BIGBANG)
Geunyeoga tteonagayo Naneun amugeosdo hal su eopseoyo Sarangi tteonagayo Naneun babocheoreom meonghani seoissneyo
Any minute now, makakauwi na din ako. Namimiss ko na ang atmosphere sa'min. Kamusta na kaya sila mama at papa? Sana nasa bahay sila pagdating ko. Hindi ko kasi sinabi sakanila na uuwi na ako.
Meoreojineun geu dwismoseupmaneul baraboda Jageun jeomi doeeo sarajinda Sigani jinamyeon tto mudyeojilkka Yet saenggagi na Ni saenggagi na
IF YOU IF YOU Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka IF YOU IF YOU Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
Siya kaya. Kamusta na kaya siya? Magkikita pa kaya kami? Mabigat pa rin kaya ang loob niya sa akin katulad ng dati? I hope not.
Meoreojineun geu dwismoseupmaneul baraboda Jageun jeomi doeeo sarajinda Nugungal mannamyeon wiroga doelkka Yet saenggagi na Ni saenggagi na
Kung noon nakaya kong deadmahin at isawalang-bahala ang lahat ng mga masasamang tingin at masasakit na salita mula sakanya, kahit wala naman akong ibang ginawa sakanya except from enrolling on the same school and breathing the same air with him at ang mahalin siya ng palihim, wala na akong ibang alam na reason why he loathe me that much.
IF YOU IF YOU Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka IF YOU IF YOU Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
Everytime na magkakasalubong kami, dalawang bagay lang ang ginagawa nya. It's either throw me his famous murderous dagger looks or curse me like there's no heaven and earth. I just hope this time, hindi na sya galit sa akin. Sana this time, maging malinaw na lahat between us. Cause honestly? I still do love him.
Sa sobrang pag-iisip ko sakanya, hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog pala ako. Nagising na lang ako sa pagtapik ng stewardess sa balikat ko saying that we already landed at the airport. I smiled at her and murmured my thanks then I fixed myself.
IF YOU IF YOU Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka IF YOU IF YOU Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
I took off the buds from my ears as the song ended. I went out the airbus and feel the air outside. Its been ages since the last time I felt this warm feeling, I mean literally. *sigh*
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5 years ago
"Yes mom. I'm already here..... Kakapark ko lang po..... Opo mommy...... Don't worry about me. I can handle myself...... Oh please mom, I'm not a child anymore. I know what is right from wrong..... Alright mom. I get it..... I know po. 'Wag na po kayo mag worry ni dad. I'm gonna be fine here...... Ok po. I love you, too and dad. Bye!"
I get my things as I step off my car. Haaay! New environment again! Ok guys! Don't get me wrong. New environment means new school. But new school doesn't mean a bad thing to me. Hindi na kasi ako masaya sa previous school ko. Do you know the feeling of having so many friends, more than you ever wanted, but all of them are fake and very unworthy of your trust?
Oh well! That was just one of the reasons why I transferred here at Moncier International University (MIU). My mom chose this school. Why? She just feels like I can meet REAL FRIENDS here. Yes pips! Alam ng parents ko lahat ng nangyayari sakin. Why would I hide something from them? They're my own flesh for pete's sake. They know what's best for me.
This school isn't bad after all. Complete facilities, air-conditioned classrooms, spacious outdoor and indoor gyms, homey dorm buildings, etc. What else could I ask for? I just hope I can find even just one real person here.
'Alright Cloe! Stop daydreaming! First thing's first!' I went straight to the director's office to get my schedule, dorm room passes and keycards. After that, dumirecho na ako sa designated dorm room ko. I fix my things and my bed so I could have some rest. It's been a long ride for me. Maaga pa naman. Mamaya na lang ako maglilibot to familiarize myself.
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I woke up by 3pm. Puyat din kasi ako kagabi kaya medyo napasarap tulog ko.
I got up from my bed and took a quick bath. I wore a F21 above the knee long sleeved white dress and a baby pink ked's shoes. Medyo K-pop, yes! But I am more comfortable with this. I grab my phone, earplugs, and wallet, then went out.
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Hindi ko namalayang nasa harap na pala ako ng bahay namin. I paid the taxi driver and got out the cab. Haaay! I hope everything will be fine starting today.
Oh! I forgot to introduce myself. Sorry for that! ^^
I am Cloe Amythyst Flores. 23 yrs. old. And this is the start of my new beginning (I hope so).
