After The Book - Ezria FanFiction (Finished)

After the Book

Aria's pov

Beep. Beep.

That's what I woke up to. Although I always wake up to that noise, this morning it was especially annoying. I look at the clock beside me. It read 5:30. I didn't know life existed at this hour!

I refuse to get up. I feel so. So. Queasy. I started to feel a burning sensation rising in my throat.

I sat up in my bed, thinking it would make me feel better. I thought it would go back down. I even try swallowing practically nothing. But it doesn't work. I get up slowly. Its not going back down. In fact, it's coming up.

As I started to realize it, I sprinted out the hall way and to my left towards the bathroom. I kick the door shut lightly with my foot. I barley made it to the toilet.

I sit back on the wall thinking. I was confused. I was confused because this isn't the first time this had happened.

Okay, okay, I need to stop overthinking this. It's probably just the flew. That's all it is. Just. The. Flew.

I went back to my room. I contemplated weather or not I should go to school. I decided to just go because I don't feel horrible considering I just threw up.

I went to my brown wooded closet and scavenged threw my wrinkly clothing. I decided to wear a maroon cardigan with a black t-shirt, black leggings, cream leg warmers, and a cream and brown feather earring. I decided to keep my hair down and do my regular makeup.

By the time I was done it was 6:30.
I trotted down the stairs and entered the kitchen smelling something wonderful. Mom was their. She had just finished making eggs bacon and toast.

"Here you are." She said, heading me a neatly sorted plate.

"Thanks." I said.

For a while I picked around at it with my fork. I didn't have that much of an appetite considering I just threw up.

While my mom wasnt looking, I quietly went over to the trash can and I carefully scraped off the bits of food.

"Gotta go. Love you." I said racing to the door.

"Bye Aria. Love you too." She said still busily doing what she was doing.

The car ride to school was mostly silent. I just wanted to think. I wanted it to be the flew but I'm not so sure. Should I get a pregnancy test jut to make sure?

My thoughts were interrupted buy some one opening the passenger seat door. It was Hanna and the other two.

"Why are you just sitting here? Class is about to start." Hanna said worriedly.

"I'm just thinking." I said as I brushed my hands through my hair.

"Well, it's time to get to class. Come on." Spencer said, staring at me intently, waiting for me to get out. I slowly got out of the car.

As we walked up the stairs to school, I instantly regretted coming to school today. What am I saying. I always regret coming to school. It wouldn't be that way if Ezra wasnt there. He started working their again a while after he told me about 'the book'.

'The book'. I hate that book. If that book didn't exist, me and Ezra would still be together. If that book didn't exist, me and Ezra would have so much joy that we're having a baby even in high school. If that book didn't exist, my baby would have a father. If I even have a baby.

"Aria." I heard my name called, instantly shoving me out of my thoughts. I look up, not knowing who said it.

"Are you okay?" Emily said compassionately.

"I'm fine, don't worry about it." I said avoiding eye contact.

We began towards our lockers, splitting up after we said our goodbyes. I put my belongings in my locker and shifted my books in my locker as the bell rang.

First class: History. second class: Geometry. I say in my head as I put the books in order so it's easier to grab. Third class: English. With him. Ezra. I grab my history book and my binder and exit my locker to my first class, prepared for school to be as boring and tortures as always.

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It's been only two hours and time hasn't gone by fast enough. I want to skip Ezra's class, but I know I can't because my parents are on to me. Ive skipped his class too many times. I know I have to just suck it up and walk in their with my head held up high and the bad thoughts behind me.

I turn from my locker and confidently walk to Ezra's classroom. But the first thing I do when I get in their is put my head down. I don't know why I do. I don't understand, I was so confident before I came in here.

Despite what you might think, I keep my head down most of the class. Well, that was before I felt it. I felt the burning sensation again. But this time, it was rising faster, faster, FASTER. I quickly raised my hand.

"Yes, Aria?" He said with the most sincere eyes. I knew he was supprised I was talking to him. As much as I don't want to, I have to, unless I want to make a complete fool of myself.

"Can I please go to the restroom?" He nods and excuses me from the class. I calmly exit to the door.

When the door shut I ran. I ran as fast as I could. When I got to the bathroom, no one was in there. Good I thought to myself.

I went into one of my stalls and threw up the one piece of bacon I actually ate.

I went up to the mirror and took
my hands and scooped water and swished it in my mouth.

When I left the bathroom, I grabbed a mint from my locker went back to class.

As I entered the room, I was expecting everyone to stare at me but they all had their noses in their books.

Ezra was reading aloud. I quietly went back to my seat and flipped to the page we were on, skimming through it trying to find the sentence he was reading. This is not a good day.

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