A/N - This was actually written BEFORE "New Beginnings" I had jut not published it. it was written at a darker point in what I was feeling but it did not last. Whether or not there was care it is moot, what is done is done. Also, I still care, I wish no pain on others. Furthermore, this is just venting in verse lol.
It started and it felt so right, That people cared.
Suddenly, the night was not as dark. People cared.
The days were better, though busy. I got to care
Able to relive a dream, Others cared
I had a place to share, People cared.
Be myself for once, People cared
I asked for help, reached out again, People cared
It went too far....
Alone is the darkness in which I sit, my heart is broken into pieces
The flame inside is barely lit, my soul it suffers with diseases
Left to be alone again, so is that my calling
I reached out to who I thought could support, instead they aid me falling
Learn never to speak, never to share, never to tell what goes on inside
Never to want, never to give, and forever and only now to hide
Better alone, for this I can't be hurt, Better alone you see
Because the only things I've learned from this, are very clear to me.
It is that caring is an illusion, caring is not real, caring is NOT what I get.
I get to care, that no one cares, and that is how it will always be.
Caring is for losers, wanting love is for the weak. So enough of this horrid emotion
because for once...
I Just Do Not Care
YOU ARE READING
Inscriptions on my soul
PoetryInscriptions - A book of poems, I'll have when they were written on top, just things I've written now and then.
