Take Me As I Am [BOYXBOY]

Chapter One

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Chapter One: Hell No

POV; Princeton

We waved goodnight to our fans then hopped off the stage to our dressing room. I went in first and quickly changed out my old pants into my comfortable grey sweats. I was thankful to have had them on before Roc, Ray, and Prod had walked through the door because usually, when one of us is changing something below the belt in front of each other, there's this annoying awkward silence that's so uncomfortable. I pulled off my white sweaty shirt and replaced it with my famous Misfit shirt. The guys started talking about some good looking girls they saw and I just put away my jewelry that I wore for the show and left my cross necklace on my chest. I kissed it then put it under my black misfit shirt and laid it slowly on my chest. The cold feeling of the metal on my chest made me shiver - Ugh.

I looked up at the mirror and smiled but deep inside, I felt like chicken shit. I'm not supposed to be the one quiet and observant but I am; only behind the cameras though. I'm not the same loud, sassy- acting, misfit punk rocker that makes every girl want to rip my boxers off and rape me when the cameras are off.... I'm just Jacob Perez; nothing more, nothing less. Of course, I still love M&Ms and The Misfits.... my sense of style and my fro but.... there was something that made me feel unlike my normal self. I used to be the spectacular misfit acting Princeton but now, I feel like there's something missing.

I started feeling this way when-

"Earth to Princeton!" Ray said as he chuckled. I blinked a couple of times then smiled.

"My bad, man." I grabbed my scarf and put it over my shoulders with a sigh. "Just thinking..." I finished.

"Nahhh man." Prod started. "What's up with you man? You've been acting strange?" Prod said suspiciously. Typical Prod, always trying to get a better understanding of something, trying hard to keep the peace in MB. He's always worrying about me...

I laughed a little and looked at Prod from the mirror. "I'm for real... I'm just thinking." Prod nodded but I knew he didn't believe me.

He was gonna bring it up later- I just know he will.

POV; Roc

I sat in my chair and sighed quietly. I felt exhausted and all I wanted to do was take a cold shower. Today was a slow day and I just couldn't get my head focused on the fans tonight. All I had on my mind was Princeton... Not like that, of course but I felt like something was wrong with him. He hasn't been acting like my bipolar, misfit, chocolate lovin' blaxican we all know and love.

In fact, ever since that day at the beach with the OMGz, he hasn't been able to look at me for less than a minute. Its like he's avoiding me...

Avoiding me.... hummmm...

"Anyone up for IHop?" I asked.

Ray jumped up and down. "I'm down!!" I rolled my eyes. Dumbass.

"Me too." Prod said in a bored tone.

I looked at Princeton and he breathed out a 'Sure.' and didn't even look my way. I frowned.

Ladies, if there's one thing that pisses me off, its being ignored and avoided. I mean.... I'm good looking, I'm not ugly and I don't have a stank attitude, so why can't you look at me?!? Damn. -.- Princeton has always been able to talk to me and now, all of a sudden he has to act like a girl on her period. Princeton is usually annoying as hell but that just how he is on the regular....

Or maybe its just me.... maybe I just want his attention.....

Whoa. Hold up!

^_- I don't want or need his damn attention. Shut up, brain!

POV; Princeton

Once we made it to an IHop, I took a seat by Prod then before I could even ask Ray to sit next to me, Roc sits next to me. I try not to look at him but I couldn't help it. I looked at him and he gave me that 'what the fuck wrong wit chu' look and I just shook my head and took out my phone. I tried to keep myself busy but the heat from Roc's body that covered half of me just made me loose track of my thoughts and what I was about to do. I began to squirm and wiggle around before I just gave up and slammed my head onto the table.

Silence.

"Nigga, what's wrong with you?" Ray said in an amused voice. I groaned and kept my head down. I didn't know what was wrong with me.... I just felt weird around Roc. He made me feel small and weak, like I needed him to be my bodyguard or something. No. Bodyguard isn't the right word. My protector? No. My saviour? Yup.

We ordered and ate then just sat there and talked about random stuff until we started getting sleepy.

We were leaving for the tour bus when I felt warm hands pull me off to the the side. I was gonna yell but I stopped when I saw Roc.

"R-Roc?" He smiled wickedly then licked his lips. I shivered for a second then frowned. "What?"

"Are you gonna tell me why your upset with me?" Roc looked down at ne with a large smirk on his face like he knew why I was acting this way.

I rubbed the back of my neck and cleared my throat. "We- Um... have to go, R-Roc." I mentally slapped myself - STOP STUDDERING, JACKASS!

Roc chuckled quietly and walked towards me as I backed up until I had no more room to back into. He looked down and laid his hand on the cold wall then looked down at me. His sweet syrup and pancake scented breathe sent my body on fire. He smiled then he got serious quickly. "Tomorrow, you better tell me, Perez." He purred. "Or....there will be consequences." He warned with another of his wicked smirks. He suddenly backed up and walked away, leaving me to pant.

Was I not breathing? O_O

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