Kian is my what now?

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You were at a party with your friends; you were tipsy, and kinda out of it for a bit. Since you were out of it, (Y/F) came over with some water for you. At first you had though that the water was volka; so you drank it.

After you drunk the "volka," you are starting yelling at your friend because she/ he gave you water. You didn't want water because you wanted to get over your ex. The person who you had thought you was gonna live in a big house together, get married, started a family, do all that; but sadly that had all ended. After you and your ex, Jc Caylen broke up with you. You were completely depressed about it.

So upset that you couldn't bare with life anymore. You had tried everything to get him back, but non of it worked. Since you have 'failed' to get him back, you thought of killing yourself. You had failed attempts. You thought to yourself every night, "since I don't have him, why should I even be here? he was my super hero, and now...he's not anymore."

After every failed attempt, you went to the hospital, Kian... Kian Lawley, Jc's best friends. Every time that you saw Kian you went to tears. He had reminded you of him. Kian would always see you cry when he came to visit, it wasn't new to him to see you like this.

When he came to visit you, he would bring flowers, and balloons. He knew that you loved balloons and loves flowers. He lives seeing you happy all the time. He's eyes would have little sparks in them when he saw you happy. His smile will alway light up the room, when he sees you smile. He loved you more then Jc ever can. Kian would've done anything for you, he liked you with all his heart and you didn't see that.

Jc wasn't the right one for you, it was always Kian.

--NOW BACK TO THE PARTY AND DONE WITH THE MEMORIES--

You & your best friend got into a argument. After you said your part, you had passed out.

You wake with a whole bunch of people yelling your name "(Y/N)!! (Y/N)!!!! WAKE UP (Y/N)!!!!" You saw Kian come to you and ask you "(Y/N) again with this babygirl?"

Y'all two wasn't dating, he calls you "babygirl" because he feels comfortable with calling you that.

"I'm fine Kian, get away from me people...Also Kian my name is (Y/N), not babygirl."
"Okay sorry. But again with this? Let me take you home."
<I mean you wouldn't give up a free ride by him...he's kinda cute wish his tattoos. You already wanted to leave anyway>
"Okay, let's get out of this shit hole."
"(Y/N) don't say that and I'm driving."
*throws him your car keys*

You and Kian riding to your house in your '68 Cadillac. He didn't have his car because his friends brought him there. When you were going to your house your favorite song of all time was on; "Black Dog" by Led Zeppelin. Kian was looking at you weird because 1 you're drunk 2 you like a song that's before your time. So you kinda just sweat it off because you didn't care.

When y'all got to your little town house; he said he'll just call a taxi, so he gets into your house and never calls a taxi, so he just crashes on the couch in your living room.

The rest is for later loves! Btw sorry if some text is a trigger to you. I'm sorry if it is.