Depression | V BTS (DISCONTINUE)

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Ahn Sena's POV

I woke up and felt pain on my wrist . I opened my eyes slowly because it just too bright . I look around and I realized I was in my room . I was asleep and forgot to switch off the lamp .

Oh , now I remembered why I felt pain on my wrist . I cut my wrist last night and it hurt a little bit because I was so used to the stinging . I walked to the bathroom and wash the blood from my cut .

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I have to go to school tomorrow .
"What should I do ?" I asked myself . How stupid I am , I went deeper than before and I have to covered it so people will not know anything . If I just wrapped it with bandage , of course they will ask me about it .

I don't like to show my suicidal side to people around me because I know they will judge me . I just need to show fake smile and just act like I'm happy so they will not suspect anything about me .

I lied on my bed thinking about tomorrow , hoping there's no one will notice about my wrist before I fell asleep .

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I woke up early so I can prepared myself for school . Eventhough school started at 8 a.m , I always be there at 7.30 a.m . I covered the cut using some kind of accesory that I found last night .

I walked to school alone , yeah like always . It's not like I don't have friend to walked to school but I just like to walk alone . I entered the school and went straight to my class . I sit and put my head on my table . I just need to wait for my friend .

After awhile , I heard the door squeaking .

"Sena ~~~~" I heard a familiar voice called me and like I expect , it was Seulgi .

She were the one and only friend that I have in this school because I don't have many friends . It's not like I don't want to friends with other but they are the one that don't want to friend with me , all because of my past . I felt so grateful when Seulgi be my friend without judging my past .

We talk a little bit and I did my best to hide my left hand that i cut . Suddenly , the classroom door was slammed hard by someone .

"Yah , kamjjagiya" I mumbled . We look at that person , then we looked at each other with who-the-hell-is-that look . He took the back seat in the class and sleep while he place head on the table . I just rolled my eyes at him .

The school start as usual and my day was the same like everyday . The last bell ring and I sighed . I walked out from the school while waving to Seulgi as goodbye .

I walked alone and my mind kept thinking about that unknown guy from the morning because he just sleep and not even utter a word . Who is he ?

Author Note :
Lame right ? Yeah , I know it . What can I do because it was all my brain can process lol Sorry for the lame chapter , I will work harder for the next chapter .

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