Depression | V BTS (DISCONTINUE)

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I don't know why the new guy kept stuck in my head . Am I the only one that realized he was in the class ? Because he just like a ghost that no one else could see . Even the class teacher doesn't told anything about new student . Arghhhhh , bla bla bla idgad about it .

I ruffled my hair and shook my head to get rid of my thought about the new guy . I looked my wrist and the cut just leave red line . When I look at the cut , I felt regret . "Why you have to cut yourself when you know it hurts ?" I asked myself .

Usually , the regret feeling didn't last long because once the cut was recover I would cut my wrist again and it will repeat and repeat again .

I lie on my bed and listened to sad song but still thinkibg about the new guy . That's enough , I took my sleeping pills and swallowed it with mineral water .

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"I need you girl , wae heunja saranghago hunjaseoman ibyeolhae ~"
"Aishhhh , sikkeuleoun" I murmured while my hand looking for phone under my pilllow . I turn off the alarm and realized it already morning . Well , the sleeping pills work very well .

I get up from my bed with lazy step . I reached my towel and went to bathroom . I washed my cut once again before wrapped it with bandage .

It took only 15 minutes for me to ready for school . I went to kitchen to toast some bread and eat it with nutella . Yes , I live alone . I'm an orphan , I was given up for adoption at age 10 . I live alone because I always left alone at home so I asked my adopt parent to rent me a small house . So here I am , alone , free and can do what I wanna do without felt uncomfortable .

I step out from my house then lock the door , I took out my earphone from my bag and plug in to my ear .

After a few minute walking alone , I realized there was someone else walking in front of me and he headed the same direction as me . He look familiar from the back with that brownish hair . Suddenly , he stop walking and turned around to look at me . I just stand there where my step end . I look at him and he smiled at me . "Why he's smiling at me ?" I thought . I just look a way and pretend like I never saw him . I continue my walk but when I just pass through him , he grabbed my wrist .

I groaned a little bit , pulled my wrist away from him . "Mianhae , did I hurt you ?" he asked with worried expression in his face . I rolled my eyes , is he stupid or what ? "Yes , you hurt my wrist ." and I walked away from him without look back . I heard footstep behind me trying to catch up my step and I know it's him . Literally , we walked together but in silence .

When we reached school , fortunately there was not so many student . We went to class and I felt awkward like when I was with him even we didn't utter a word . I took my seat , he did the same thing . "I'm sorry about early" I heard he said . I nodded without look at him .

Why he talked to me ? I don't even know him .

A/N :
Sorry guys , I took too much time to complete this chapter . I just get story line for this chapter . hehehehe

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