OUR LIVES CHANGED FOREVER Book Three

Edward fighting the monster within and Anthony bloodlust

               Epov

  As I sunk my teeth in I looked down but Bella's eyes were still closed screaming out for me.

  As I started to suck the venom from her I open my mind to her at the same time.

 "Bella I need you to fight please. I need you not to let go baby." As I tasted the venom I also tasted Bella's sweet blood.

 I could feel the the monster inside of me fighting to get out. Now I was in my own battle fighting the monster with in me.
  As I could taste the last of the venom I could taste more of Bella blood. The monster inside me was getting stronger and I could feel me losing this battle.

 "Daddy!" I heard and saw my little angel inside my head with me.

  She gently touch the side of my face. "I know your stronger then him daddy. For me and mommy find the the strength to stop and fight the monster." I looked in her little eyes and nodded.

  I closed my eyes and could feel myself finding my way back. "EEERRRGGHH!" I screamed out as I opened my eyes. I licked Bella's wound closed with the venom careful not to get any back in. I slowly lower wrist from my mouth.

  I sat there a minute realizing that I did it. I looked up at my kids and Cheyenne was out cold. Anthony was crying. Grandma Swan bent down and said something into his ear. He nodded his head and turned to gently set Cheyenne into her arms. Anthony placed a little kiss on her cheek.

  Then he turned and looked at me. I nodded my head. He ran at vampire speed at me and wrapped his little arms around me.

  I wrapped my arms around him. "It's alright buddy. Mommy and Cheyenne will be okay for know." He pulled away and looked at me.

  "What about you daddy?" I looked at him confused. "The blood daddy?" My eyes widen when I realized what he was asking me. Then I noticed his eyes black.

  "I'm fine son. But it would seem that you're having a little problem through." I tighten my arms around him and ran outside.

  I got a safe distanced before I loosen my grip around him.

  He started crying. "Oh son it's alright." He buried his head into my shoulder.

  "I almost ate mommy and I couldn't help it. I could of hurt sissy and mommy!"  I cupped the back of my sons head.

  "Anthony it's not your fault son. It's half of who you are and with practice son We can teach you to fight those urges. But what I do need your help though."

  He lifted his head and looked at me. "I'm going to need you to hold your breath long enough to help me get your sister home and mom home."

 "No you don't. Grandma said she help us." I gasped when he told me that.

 "Ok. But I still need you to hold your breath so we can get back alright." He nodded. I ran back to the house.

 I gently put him next to his Grandma Swan.  I walked back over to Bella to figure out where the blood was coming from.

  I gently lifted her shirt up. Dear god no! I said in my head. Blood was falling from under the edge of her bra.

  I could hear Anthony take a deep breath from behind me. "I hurried and scooped Bella up into my arms. "NOW!" I screamed out. I knew my son couldn't handle the smell of blood no more.

  As soon as we appeared back Esme island. I put my hand up to stop Anthony.

  "SOMEONE TAKE ANTHONY OUTSIDE NOW!" I snapped out. Emmett grabbed Anthony in a hurry and ran out the door with him.