New Love

{Chapter 3}

{Nihal's POV}

BEEP BEEP BEEP

That was the only thing I can here as I was waking up. 

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Opening my eyes and trying to look around the very bright hospital room, all I can smell is the horrid smell of disinfectant. 

"Can someone turn off the light or something" I croaked my throat feeling like sandpaper. After the nurse closed the blinds, I was finally able to look around the huge hospital room and that was the moment everything came back to me.

"My baby!" I gasped trying to sit up, but the pain that shot up my abdomen stopped me. After feeling that I started sobbing "Is my baby okay?! please tell me that my baby is okay!" I was shouting and sobbing waiting for someone to tell me that my baby is fine and safe in my womb. 

"Nihal calm down! Bulent go call the doctor and tell her that your sister is awake." I heard my Dad demanding my brother. 

"Nihal, your baby is fine. But you have to stay calm from now on" my dad sat beside me taking my hand in his. I nodded begging him with my eyes to tell me the truth. He gave me a smile and moved away when a pretty woman, who looked in her mid thirties, entered the room wearing a white doctor coat.

"I see that you're awake Ms. Ziyagil" she started "My name is Dr. Sinem Korel and I'm going to be your Doctor for the next seven months, seeing that you just started your second month" I was listening very intently since anything considering my baby is very important. 

"I would prefer that you stay here for one more night but you're free to go if you want to. Also you need to stay calm and stress free at all times. Do you feel any pain in your abdomen area?" I nodded resting my hand on my stomach were my baby is hidden safely. 

"That pain is because you almost had a miscarriage and you were very lucky the we stepped in on time. Now I hope that you feel better and try to get some rest." She smiled then left the room.

"I almost lost my baby." I whispered turning to my side looking out the hospital window.

 "Can I stay alone for a little bit" I asked my dad, he nodded patting my back and left closing the door behind him. 

Sighing I closed my eyes to keep my tears in then looked down at my hand still rubbing my stomach. 

"Hey baby, mommy promises that she will protect you from everything and everyone. I don't think your daddy will ever know about you, but it's okay it can be just you and mommy and I promise that you wouldn't need anyone or anything." 

Right now, I was wishing that Behlul was with me and we were happily married counting down the months to meet our little bundle of joy.

 Would he stay with me and possibly love me if he found out about our baby or would he run away like he always did? 

That was the one of the many unanswered questions I had. 

With all my thoughts being all over the place I totally forgot that I saw him outside of our house looking at my hand that was rubbing my stomach at the time. 

Holy shit what if he found out about my pregnancy?  Throwing that thought out of my head I tried to stay as calm as possible for the sake of my baby.

 I wouldn't think about Behlul anymore. He probably doesn't even care about what's happening in my life and too busy mourning the death of my dear step mom and his lover. 

So lost in my thoughts, I didn't notice my dad and a nurse walking in until my dad put his hand on my shoulder trying to snap me back to reality. 

"Are you okay honey? We were wondering if you wanted to go home tonight." Dad said completely snapping me out of my thoughts. 

"I wanna go home dad. And I also want to book a doctor appointment for next week to check on my baby." I started imagining my little baby and how he looks like. 

"I'm also gonna go baby shopping for clothes and start a nursery near my room" At the thought of getting a nursery ready for my little baby and buying clothes and toys for him/her I started getting very excited and had the biggest grin ever. 

Getting up slowly and carefully opening the little closet in the room, I grabbed my sweats and shirt and got in the bathroom to get ready to  go home. 

Going to the car I saw Mademoiselle and Bulent looking at me with worry in their eyes. Giving them my best reassuring smile that says i'm fine I got in the back seat promising that from now on everything I do will be for the sake of my baby. 

Even if that means I have to go back to Behlul and try to start all over again.