When I met you...

Izzy?

Yes, I love you. There's a million fans who love me, but out of all of them, I fall for you. And you don't love me back. Why? I felt a tear fall down my face. The lads excused us. The lads, they were so caring, my brothers are. I feel hatred towards you, towards myself, for all I did wrong. I loved you, but hated you. I haven't seen anyone else. I love you. Why don't you love me back? Can't you just be like a directioner and love me back? Why did I choose you to love? I know-

Your hair that glows and can blind you. You deep blue eyes, that you get lost in. Your sweet smile, reassuring that you're always there. Your small hands, indicating your gentle. And mostly, your personality. You put everyone first, and go outta your way for them, even if your hurting yourself. Your always there. UHG!

That's when I noticed my fists were bleeding and the skin on my knuckles were scraped.

I looked around and my band mates were patting my back. I also saw-- "GET OUT OF HERE!" I screamed at Lola. I didn't mean to, but, I did. Lola started"Niall, I can explain-" I cut her off by standing an inch away from her, i grabbed her by her shirt collar and looked into her eyes. "Don't talk to me." And I stormed out. I could here in the background she was whimpering... I turned about to apologize when my lad, Louis walked up to me," What and the bloody hell is wrong with you!!?? We're going on in 2 minutes and we have had NO soundcheck and this girl is balling. Just remember she has to go on stage too." I didn't realize what I just did. And I loved her.

LOLA'S POV...

Louis took me inside and I saw Niall who punched the wall. There was blood, making me dizzy. I heard Niall scream at me and I tried to explain why I left him. He grabbed me and told me not to talk to him, then furiously dropped me. I wasn't hurt, but I was emotionally. My true love....gone. Louis stormed out after Niall, leaving me there. We had to go on in 2 minutes... No. No. No. No. No. CRAP!

I mentally coached myself that if I don't do this then I'd get fired, leaving Izzy and I homeless. CRAP! My heart raced, and a sob escaped my thought. All I had to do was introduce the band, then sit with them to sign papers with Paul for an hour. I'll do this for izzy. Izzys why I left Niall...