When I met you...

I deserve to know...

I was torn about why she didn't tell me though... Okay, she was right. I would storm out. But who wouldn't? The immediate impression you get is that she cheated on you. But she needed someone to help her watch over our-I mean-her baby! But I don't know if I could do it. I loved her, I truly did. But raise a child? I was 17... And in one of the biggest boy bands ever. What would the fans think? That I was dating a slut? I kept and helped with a baby that wasn't mine? The fans could torture Izzy, or even Lola! No... I couldn't have that. My head was in a mess. Why me though? What would izzy think of me, once she grew up? Was I ready to even be a dad?

Yes, of course I was.

LOLAS POV:

I hated being like this. Alone. Suddenly there was a knock at the door. I responded, my voice being a little hoarse,"Come in" I see Niall at the door. Oh crap, I was a mess. It was obviousl that I had been crying. Niall saw this and had a sad look on his face. I could tell he wanted to hug me. We sat in silence for a while.

"I-I'm sorry for uh- kinda- breaking your heart" I said, even though it didn't come out the way I planned. He looked shocked, and his face flustered red, knowing I knew how I hurt him. "It's okay." He said embarrassed. We sat there for a while. "Did you- uh mean what you said I'm there?" He said, breaking the silence. "WHAT!" I screamed. "YOU WERE LISTENING THE WHOLE TIME, AND DIDNT SAY ANYTHING? YOU DIDNT TRY TO COMFORT ME,WHEN I WAS IN TEARS? WHEN I SAID,"Don't tell Niall!"YOU JUST SAT THERE KNOWING I DIDNT WANT YOU TO HEAR?" UHG! WHAT THE HELL NIALL!

He looked frustrated too. He was about to say something, but then thought better of it. He more calmly said," I deserved to know why you left me. I could've h-helped you" he quickly ran out before he cried. Jeeze why did I ruin this? Now I hated myself. I looked at my watch and now he had to go out there and sign and take pictures with the fans.

I was a bitch.